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[teflonspyder]

Hrrgh. Feeling very lethargic and cornered by memories. Been sub-sentient for awhile, just milling around, convincing pattern recognition and response systems but no real idea of self. If I were just more aware it'd be fine and enviable but I'm not. Adrienne thinks it might be that I haven't had natural sunlight hitting my skin in many weeks.

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[infantcidelust]

Heh, we've all made mistakes... at least you were p00r or 1 out 4

[infantcidelust]

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[killen_prophet]

I find as I get older, the sunlight is less and less effective at driving me back indoors.
Then again, I work outdoors, so maybe my sampling data is screwed.

[teflonspyder]

Likely. It's rare enough for me now that the look of a street being hit by direct natural light is strange and slightly captivating.

[captiousduality]

Sun is good. I think outside is good even w/o sun though. I swear some nights have an energy to them that can be fed on. Why are you not going outside?

[teflonspyder]

I'm taking correspondence courses for my Morlock cert. I dunno, lack of specific energy.

[jeadra]

Hrm. Feeling something similar. But I think it's the insanely cold weather. I'm actually considering getting a UV light for the winter. Just so I don't kill my loved ones in a fit of seasonal depression.

[teflonspyder]

Yeah, I'm warming to the idea. I've got at least a few minutes a day where the haze lifts and I'm not just bitterly avoidant and enraged at everything, so I know it's not some horrible permanent change. It's oppressive, though.