REKISHI:How my Fandom Begins.
it was ages ago since the last time i wrote something here. Besides being lazy i've been quite busy with school stuffs. >.<
Last night, i really don't know what have gotten into me and i ended up writing this. Haha, this is basically how my JE fandom begins... XDDD
I'm not so good at writing and seriously i don't like it so pardon me for any mistakes. And all the things i wrote here are my personal opinions so you might not agree with them... ^__^
Im in JE fandom for only more than two years and through these two years, I’ve come to know several JE groups, in which some I love. My first ichiban group is Hey! Say! JUMP. It was introduced to me by my roommate. At first, I didn’t give a damn. Honestly, I don’t have interest in these things and I can’t distinguish their faces from each other. In my eyes, they all look like the same. And as she continuously show me pictures and videos (imagine chibi HSJ XD), I started to know them one by one. She’s a Ryutaro-fan, so he’s the first I got to know. Then, I always notice this boy which I always called ‘the one with inverted eyes’ (‘yung baliktad yung mata,hahaha). Seriously, his eyes caught my attention. And then, I remember when I watched the Ultra Music Power PV, I laughed hilariously! I was, WTF! He moves weird. XD And his hair~ like a pencil. Hahaha…Then we always called him PENCIL (lapis). And the turning point, I saw him playing the guitar!!!! I was like~ OMG! He’s so cool..and I like his body XDDD
Yes, my ichiban in HSJ is KEITO OKAMOTO. XDDDD From then on, i never look at anyone else. (yeah, I’m like this, if I have an interest, I can’t see anything beside it. I’m always focused onto it, without giving others a chance..hahaha..unfair ne?) Everything about him, I admire. His English, him being a crybaby, his love for his friends, awkward dancing, his voice (he’s so soft-spoken), and having a goodand soft heart. He’s a real gentleman. His smile is always brightening my days. Then the Ryutaro-thing happened. He’s my niban. So, I was very down. I like OkaMori pairing. <3 After this incident, I kinda became outdated with them. Moreover, that was also the time I’ve come to know NEWS. Yes, that time, they were already inactive. But still, I continue to know them. I think, their inactivity kinda favors me, you know, I’ve got to catch up with the NEWS fandom. XDDD (So, before they’ve got to release new singles, I knew all their previous songs) I also had the time to know all the things about them.
My NEWS fandom started when I ran into a Tegomass video. It was the Kiseki Taiken Unbelievable (2010.12.31). you can say it’s a love at first sight (hahaha). I find Tegoshi so cool and handsome. His hair back then was black, and I like his body stance. <3 And then I find him so cute being a scaredy cat! <3<3 And his laugh!!! This is the first thing I love the most about him. His laugh always makes me want to smile and laugh along with him. This one is just trivial, but I learned that I already seeing him in Ya-ya-yah… I was like, majide?!! It frustrates me why I didn’t notice him? Hahaha, obviously, it’s because my eyes are only on JUMP then. ^.* And honestly, he’s an ugly duckling then..hahaha, but still cute!!! <3
Next thing I knew, he’s the one I’m focused onto. But what really made this feeling of mine for him stronger is when I saw and hear him sing. It was his solo performance in Never Ending Wonderful Story, yes, Stars. I was amazed, wooed, mesmerized, captivated, etc. His voice is so great. I always fell for a guy who sings well. And Tegoshi sings very very well. It made me love him more. In my ears, his voice is perfect, one of a kind. It makes me relaxed and at the same time moved. Tegoshi’s singing always stirs up my emotions. <3 Like a maniac, I search everything about him. I discovered that he’s a harmlessly self-centered and very confident. Maa~ just what I love for a guy! I don’t know if it’s because I already love him that’s why I also love his personality and everything about him or his personality is just really my ideal one. Well, whatever, what I’m saying is just whenever I learned a thing or two about him, I always go ‘kyaaaaa~ I like guys like that!’. Whenever he bully around, I’m always amused and wish for him to do more…hahaha.. When he’s talking about soccer, I admire his love for it. It shows how passionate and determine he is. I love him being someone who hates to lose. Somehow, I love this part of him because I like to be like this also, but I can’t (I’m not as strong-willed as he is). He has a strong personality, as Shige said, Tegoshi always do and say what he wants and ignore things that doesn’t interest him. And his words, his words are always the best, he always say the right things (especially after they’ve become 4nin). When he smile, he’s too cute. But I love Tego’s serious look more, especially his eyes. *sighs* I want to say many things but I don’t know how to put them into words. >.<
Well, it all goes down to this--- I LOVE TEGOSHI YUYA more than anyone and NEWS will always be number one in my heart. In fact, Tego had a great influence to me, before, I hate color pink, but now, my gosh, it’s like it was my favorite color eversince (haha, even my friends can’t believe) and i also love skulls now..hahaha.
I also want to say a few things about my NEWS fandom (I mean them being a group, coz a while ago it’s just my addiction to Tegoshi…I’m a hardcore Tego-centric person, believe me, I’m just not good with words, so I might failed to convey it. XD) When they were still 6nin, of course, my ichiban is Tegoshi, but I flail also to Yamapi. <3 Honestly, I only see them and ignores the other four (gomen ne..) But later on, I started to like Ryo-chan and dislike Massu when I learned about Tegomass shipping. (hahahaha…) uhmmm, and I don’t care at all at Koyashige at all. (LOL~) Hai! Hai! I know, saite desu~ haha, but of course, it’s different now!!! <3 I’ve come to like and love Massu now, I’m grateful to him for being partner of Tego in Tegomass. And though, I’m not really a shipper (still jealous, demo chotto dake! Ehee~), I can ride on with it now…hahaha. As for Shige, little by little, I started to like his personality, and seriously, he’s really handsome. (he’s my niban now!) And Kei-chan, ahhh~ what a sweet and caring leader, and he’s so kakkoi now too! My love for NEWS elevated tremendously (haha) after the Pi and Ryo-chan left the group. Somehow, I think that NEWS being four is far way better now. Their individuality shines more and made them a distinct group. Seriously, I love them all now. That time when I watch their SCP guesting is an unforgettable moment for me. My love for them was kinda confirmed. I cried so much. I don’t think I could love any other group than NEWS like this. For Yamapi and Ryo-chan leaving, I’m not a bit angry or disappointed, just a little sad. I have no grudge to them. For me, I just have to accept it and be happy, besides I can’t do anything about it. That’s the way it is now. I still support Yamapi as a solo artist (kyaaa~ he’s so ikemen!) And you could say I literally follow Ryo-chan to Kanjani8 (hahaha) because I like him very much and doesn’t want to be outdated with him.But this is funny, it might be obviously natural that Ryo-chan will be my ichiban there, but NO, hahaha, it became Ohkura Tadayoshi! <3 I find him cool yet cute…haha..and of course, don’t forget the voice is always a big factor for me. As a group, it’s fun and relaxing to watch them. I enjoy them and they are talented. Every now and them, they are making me laugh. Hahaha. Now, I also watch them closely. <3 So, I might say, for me, Yamapi and Ryo-chan leaving the group is a blessing in disguise. Hahaha… It made me love NEWS more than ever, appreciate more and love Yamapi without feeling guilty of ignoring Tegoshi (hahaha,I know, childish..LOL), and bringing Ohkura to my life (teehee~) Recently, as my fandom continues to grow, I also get to know many fangirls , and this add to the excitement and happiness that fandom brings to me. I have overseas fangirlfriends (in which I must thank Facebook, Tumblr and Livejournal) and it’s really fun to talk and flails with them. I also enjoy texting with fangirls here in the Philippines, and meeting with them is always an anticipated moment for me, I want so badly to meet with them. There are many chances since I live closely to Manila but studies and financials prevents me (hahaha). I hope I can go in Chankapaana release this September. <3 Moreover, there are quite a few fangirls here in my university!! I’m so happy~ if we have time, we would meet..and flails!! <3 Meeting with them greatly affects my fandom, we share stuffs to each other. It makes my fangirling more easier..hahaha.<3 And of course, I got to know more JE like Kis-My-Ft2! I was already aware of them but I don’t know them that well before. So, because I have sources now, I I’ve got to love them too (hahaha) Maa~ this group is kinda different from the other group I love. Why? Because in HSJ, NEWS, and Kanjan8, I can easily tell who will become my ichiban, but in Kisumai, it’s hard… I’m really torn between Fujigaya and Tamamori (seriously). I also like Kitayama, but I slashed him off from my options now, because I can. But between Fujigaya and Tamamori, I really can’t. I like them both! Whenever I think that Fujigaya will be my ichiban, my heart can’t take it, I was like “I can’t! how about my Tamamori?” And when I will decide it will be Tamamori, it’s like I can’t let go of Fujigaya too.. Maa~ can I have them both as ichiban? But ichiban must be just one, right? It’s really hard, hahaha. (I know, you’ll be thinking, what’s with the fuss, then like them both!) It’s just me, I want to have AN ichiban…for formality’s sake, LOL. For me, this group is very refreshing. I like their songs and admire their dancing and rollerskating skills.I also find Yokoo cute. From now on, I will also support and watch them closely. <3 (As for my dilemma, I will take my time! Hahaha)
OMG~ I’ve written so much. But there’s still two groups I haven’t talked about. First, KAT-TUN!! I have liked them in time with JUMP. Though I’m not a hardcore fangirl, I like watching them perform. My ichiban was Jin, uhmm, I was brokenhearted when I learned that he’s not a member anymore. >.< And that marriage thing~ T^T I’m not sad because of the fact he’s now married, it’s okay with me, it’s his choice, what makes me sad is it’simpact with his career. T^T I wish him the best. Then I don’t know why, but I suddenly stop updating myself with KAT-TUN, I think it’s the time when my Tegoshi-addiction is at its height (LOL). But now, I’m starting to watch their concerts and others stuffs too. Besides, my roommate now is a Junno-fan..so I’m thinking who will become my ichiban? Hahaha.. I’m eyeing on Nakamaru..<3 Now, Arashi’s time!! XDD Yes, I love them too! <3 Next to NEWS, they are the one I respected so much. Aiba Masaki’s my ichiban but every now and then, MatsuJun is stealing my attention, and Nino too, and Sho too! Oh~ and Ohno too! LOL~ yes, this is the group that all the members might become my ichiban! LOL~ I can help it, they are so great…<3 (This is the reason why I can say that I’m seriously torn between Taipi and Tama-chan, I can easily feel that Aiba is really my ichiban in Arashi, but I can’t really decide between the two Kisumai >.<)
That’s all for now, I might add more things here in the future (especially for my Tego’s addiction, ‘coz I swear there are still more things I didn’t write yet.).
