I wish I knew how to be everything that Katie wants. I wish that she didn't believe that being with me means she has to give something up. Most of all I hope that she finds whatever it is that she's looking for inside herself, and that it makes her happy. Good night Jupiter.

I just stopped myself from writing an e-mail asking Katie to send me anything and everything sexy or pretty I've bought for her over the years. I wrote a few insensitive, unfair, and just down-right mean things that I felt like saying. I didn't send it; Because in the end I knew that it wasn't fair. It doesn't matter that its never been fair to me ( Read more... )

I saw Danny tonight. I waved... He looked happy and I was glad. I don't know why I chose this to write about after abandoning my journal for so long, it just seemed like something worth putting down. I wanted to see it on a page. I suppose it sounds like the kind of thing I might like to read about later in my life. So as I sit in front of my ( Read more... )

We are on the verge of WWIII, and G Dubs is marching us into it head first whistling "Yankee Doodle."

You know the TV commercials for the armed forces? They always show people developing inner strength and courage by working under pressure and learning valuable skills. Where's the commercial that shows five marines raping a 14 year old Iraqi girl and then murdering her parents and 7 year old sister? Leave a comment

I did yardwork today. It felt good. :)

How You Live Your Life


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3 crazy years and then it all just burst into flames. Why did I do it? Because I was ignorant, and careless. Not careless in the sense that I was unwary, but in the sense that at the time I simply didn't care. Why did he do it? Because she asked him to. Next point: why did he lie? Because he was ashamed? I can't imagine him ever regretting his ( Read more... )

I rocked the F*&@ing house tonight. Tonight was one of those special nights when I just went into work, banged out my station, found my center, and TRAVELED AT THE SPEED OF LIGHT all the way through service. I was ON POINT. It was like I was doing tai chi on my station. Everything was perfect. No wasted motion, everything precise. It was the first ( Read more... )

Well... Gazzette, Washington Post Magazine, Bethesda Magazine, DC Magazine, and now the Washingtonian. We finally got our 3 out of four stars. That's as it should be, the 3 of us work way too hard to get anything less. If anyone wants a reservation they have to call at least a week and a half in advance. The only problem... we're getting alot of ( Read more... )