Oh boy, I was literally just the other day mourning the death of the KJ kinkmeme, so you have no idea how excited I was when I saw someone had added a new comment. And then I freaking read this all the way through, unable to tear myself away for even a moment, and got even more excited because this is basically the fic of my dreams. I love love love all the fucked-up-ness going on and how the relationships slowly roll out and fracture and rebuild, how nothing's easy, how good and bad get muddied together. EVERYTHING. Especially the Gerard/Mikey fucked-up ness, nnngh (ngl, I was mostly like 'TOUCH HIM MORE, GERARD' because I am bad person). Basically: brb, running off to read everything else you've ever written.
sldkjflksdjf THIS COMMENT IS A GLORIOUS COMMENT. I was kind of nervous about putting it up on the kink meme because I figured IT'S KIND OF DEAD NOBODY WILL SEE IT ANYWAY, but I did write this because of that prompt, so I figured, WHY NOT.
I definitely didn't play up the waycest as much as I could have, but it just...didn't want to go any further? I feel like when I write the porn only happens on its own time, not mine. I'm personifying porn. Wow, I'm coherent. THE POINT IS I'M WITH YOU ON THE "TOUCH HIM MORE, GERARD" FRONT.
aaaahahahaha I hope you're not expecting more of this type of nonsense. MOSTLY I JUST WRITE A LOT OF PANIC FIC. AND CRACKFIC. AND NOT MUCH PORN. But I mean if you like to read about Pete Wentz the Time Lord then go ahead /o\
You wrote the one where Mikey started crushing his pills omg. I loved that one on the meme! And the sequel *___* And apparently I somehow missed you de-anoning and thus didn't read the third in the series until now. Which is a crime because Mikey's first blowjob holy shit. I like you immensely. (and dude, crackfic is awesome, okay? If I still read anyone other than MCR regularly I would be all over that).
nodnod I totally understand when the story makes those decisions for you. And I totally get what you mean about porn writing, too. It's no fun pushing it when it doesn't want to happen. But yeah, so GLAD YOU'RE WITH ME ON THAT FRONT. IT'S A GOOD FRONT, THE BROTHER-TOUCHING ONE. I might have to friend you, in fact, if that's okay?
Oh yeaaaah I totally did. THIS UNIVERSE IS WAY TOO MUCH FUN TO PLAY IN UGH. And now people are finding me and people like me and I don't know how to handle this, okay. This is confusing.
The opposite is true too! Before I finally got over my fear of writing porn I wrote fic where porn REALLY WANTED TO HAPPEN and I just couldn't write it, and now it just comes off as super awkward. BUT NOW I AM TOTALLY DOWN WITH WRITING BROTHER-TOUCHING AND I like friends! friends are awesome. FRIEND AWAY.
sldkfj thank you so much! I'd like to play with this universe again and flesh everyone's stories out a bit more, but I'm glad you liked the limited scope I was able to offer.
People seem to really like this fic, it's going to go to my head
I am now less furious. Although it really peaked for a second there when Mikey was trying to contaminate Grace with his bullshit.
Contrary to everyone else's comments, I approve of Gerard's tactics. Korse fucked Mikey up hardcore, Gerard was just dealing with the cards he's been dealt. His only other option was to let Mikey run back to Korse for torture and rape (and like SCARECROW would let him live anyway), so he did what he had to do. If that included using the triggers Mikey had, well, it's not like he had any other choice.
Wow. I don't think I've ever written anything that's actually provoked this much emotional response in people. I FEEL LIKE I'VE DONE MY JOB. :D
See here I was convinced that once I'd posted this, fandom would hate me forever for turning GERARD OUR LORD AND SAVIOR OF FANDOM into this pseudo-villain. It's interesting to see how people actually respond to him with some kind of reluctant agreement.
GLAD TO HEAR MY NONSENSE WAS WORTH READING THROUGH.
Dude. Soooo much emotional response. It was a constant outpouring of ARRRGH!!! on the poor friends that were awake as I was reading. Consider it a job very well done. It wasn't nonsense at all.
(and yeah, I'm aware I still need to read your pills fic. But I was in a ragey mood and needed to read something nice to temper myself out. I shall read it soon.)
I... I don't know why I've only just read this, but. Ok, so this is quite possibly my favorite dustverse fic to date and definitely ranks in Best Fics, Period.
Um. I could probably talk about this fic for maybeeeee ever? Because hi, every single one of my kinks written to pack a fucking punch and amazing characterisation and pacing and BASICALLY EVERYTHING. Also totally digging the whole "Killjoys v. BLI =/= Good v. Evil" moral grey-area stuff. I feel like that's something that ought to be addressed but really hasn't been thus far all that much?
And depth for Korse! I love it, I love it more than anything in the world and the universe and the internet and EVERYTHING. You're my hero!
HI YOUR COMMENT MAKES ME GIGGLE AND BLUSH BECAUSE I AM A SECRET SCHOOLGIRL WHO FEEDS ON ATTENTION.
I mean. sdlfkj THANK YOU SO MUCH. Ever since that Gerard quote regarding the not-quite-black-and-white nature of the Killjoys 'verse I've just been COMPLETELY FASCINATED by the whole idea. I had so much fun playing with everyone's intentions, and I wish more people would do it. I WANT TO SEE EVERYONE ELSE'S INTERPRETATIONS. THIS 'VERSE IS SO. INTERPRETABLE.
And yeah, oh my god, Korse is so much fun to play with. I love stretching the limits of canon to flesh out characters, it's fun as hell and I get to make a bunch of shit up. ALL THE FUN.
Basically I love you and I love this comment and you're lovely, thank you <3
Somehow, I thought up a way different ending for this...which is cool because it just gave me a great fic involving Korse that would be based around the part where you wrote that he can't be out of stasis for too long but did'nt say why! Is there a canon reason for why Korse can't be out of stasis for too long? If there is, please tell me because this guy is so mysterious and complex and now I just gotta write a KJ fic! After another one I wanted to get done long ago first!
Re: Korse's canonteh_slushAugust 16 2011, 04:42:29 UTC
Ahhhhhhh shit, it's been a while since I've dabbled in this universe but I'LL SEE WHAT I CAN DO.
We don't have a canon reason for Korse's robotube, as far as I'm aware, but I had this idea that the stasis chamber runs regular repairs and basically keeps whatever organic bits he has from decaying or aging. BL/ind wants to keep him in service as long as possible, so they don't want to let him stay out for too long and risk having him at less than 100% in an emergency.
BASICALLY MOST OF THE STUFF ABOUT KORSE IN THIS FIC IS TOTAL BULLSHIT, DON'T TAKE IT AS CANON /o\
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I definitely didn't play up the waycest as much as I could have, but it just...didn't want to go any further? I feel like when I write the porn only happens on its own time, not mine. I'm personifying porn. Wow, I'm coherent. THE POINT IS I'M WITH YOU ON THE "TOUCH HIM MORE, GERARD" FRONT.
aaaahahahaha I hope you're not expecting more of this type of nonsense. MOSTLY I JUST WRITE A LOT OF PANIC FIC. AND CRACKFIC. AND NOT MUCH PORN. But I mean if you like to read about Pete Wentz the Time Lord then go ahead /o\
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nodnod I totally understand when the story makes those decisions for you. And I totally get what you mean about porn writing, too. It's no fun pushing it when it doesn't want to happen. But yeah, so GLAD YOU'RE WITH ME ON THAT FRONT. IT'S A GOOD FRONT, THE BROTHER-TOUCHING ONE. I might have to friend you, in fact, if that's okay?
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The opposite is true too! Before I finally got over my fear of writing porn I wrote fic where porn REALLY WANTED TO HAPPEN and I just couldn't write it, and now it just comes off as super awkward. BUT NOW I AM TOTALLY DOWN WITH WRITING BROTHER-TOUCHING AND I like friends! friends are awesome. FRIEND AWAY.
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Contrary to everyone else's comments, I approve of Gerard's tactics. Korse fucked Mikey up hardcore, Gerard was just dealing with the cards he's been dealt. His only other option was to let Mikey run back to Korse for torture and rape (and like SCARECROW would let him live anyway), so he did what he had to do. If that included using the triggers Mikey had, well, it's not like he had any other choice.
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See here I was convinced that once I'd posted this, fandom would hate me forever for turning GERARD OUR LORD AND SAVIOR OF FANDOM into this pseudo-villain. It's interesting to see how people actually respond to him with some kind of reluctant agreement.
GLAD TO HEAR MY NONSENSE WAS WORTH READING THROUGH.
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(and yeah, I'm aware I still need to read your pills fic. But I was in a ragey mood and needed to read something nice to temper myself out. I shall read it soon.)
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(ahahaha pillverse fic, one day I'll finish up that universe, I swear)
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Um. I could probably talk about this fic for maybeeeee ever? Because hi, every single one of my kinks written to pack a fucking punch and amazing characterisation and pacing and BASICALLY EVERYTHING. Also totally digging the whole "Killjoys v. BLI =/= Good v. Evil" moral grey-area stuff. I feel like that's something that ought to be addressed but really hasn't been thus far all that much?
And depth for Korse! I love it, I love it more than anything in the world and the universe and the internet and EVERYTHING. You're my hero!
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I mean. sdlfkj THANK YOU SO MUCH. Ever since that Gerard quote regarding the not-quite-black-and-white nature of the Killjoys 'verse I've just been COMPLETELY FASCINATED by the whole idea. I had so much fun playing with everyone's intentions, and I wish more people would do it. I WANT TO SEE EVERYONE ELSE'S INTERPRETATIONS. THIS 'VERSE IS SO. INTERPRETABLE.
And yeah, oh my god, Korse is so much fun to play with. I love stretching the limits of canon to flesh out characters, it's fun as hell and I get to make a bunch of shit up. ALL THE FUN.
Basically I love you and I love this comment and you're lovely, thank you <3
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We don't have a canon reason for Korse's robotube, as far as I'm aware, but I had this idea that the stasis chamber runs regular repairs and basically keeps whatever organic bits he has from decaying or aging. BL/ind wants to keep him in service as long as possible, so they don't want to let him stay out for too long and risk having him at less than 100% in an emergency.
BASICALLY MOST OF THE STUFF ABOUT KORSE IN THIS FIC IS TOTAL BULLSHIT, DON'T TAKE IT AS CANON /o\
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