dun really know what i want to type down really ( Read more... )

yeah that's how i'm feeling. i like a robot really. i come into the office and i just do my work. smile when i need to, talk when i need to. i just dun want to think about anything or feel anything ( Read more... )

i have too much to pour out ( Read more... )

moving on is hard...of course it doesn't mean i have to forget but it's extremely hard. i must admit i'm doing pretty well so far but what's on the outside is not what's on the inside. inside i feel sick...it's like i feel the pain but i can't put my finger to the source. it's hard i tell you ( Read more... )

that's how i'm feeling at the moment. Lying in bed feeling really lousy. I can't help not think about him. i'm really really sad. I hoping something good will happen...something that would put a smile on my face ( Read more... )

he would stay ( Read more... )

monday comes, he goes ( Read more... )

bullshit...that's what it is...flowery bullshit ( Read more... )

well...here's the convo i had with a certain someone yesterday ( Read more... )

can i really tell him not to go? NO ( Read more... )