Forbidden Lust
His voice spread out a warm blanket over your body but you found yourself shivering as the melody hit right home. His closeness makes you feel awkward and yet you wouldn’t have it any other way. He clutches his guitar as he finishes the song and his eyes fall on you. You hear his words, but cannot bring yourself to answer as he asks you your feelings about this.
For a second, you consider answering truthfully, but you realise, quickly enough, that would just humiliate you forever. By all means, he’s a music teacher, you’re a music student. You never thought that, taking this course, you would end up in this difficult situation so often. You wrote songs about it, you sang them to him but he never realised, and you’re glad.
He comes closer to you, sitting by you on the big cushion on the floor, and you feel a hot flush creeping up your cheeks as you imagine the disappeareance of the other students, as you see him, in your head, closing the space between you to take your mouth, softly, just like his voice is. You feel him growing curious as you still didn’t answer his question, but nothing can pull you out of your day dream.
In your mind, he would caress your cheek and inch his hand lower, making your skin dance under his warm palm and create goosebumps along the way. He would undress you with delicate care and make love to you right there, right then, with the passion he brought into each and every of his songs.
He was shaking your arm and you shook your head. Answering him quickly and mostly being off topic. You could only think that this was impossible. You looked around at your friends laughing at your blush and weird answer.
And once again, as he looks at you and smiles, you forget the world around you. His eyes shine with inward understanding and you wish, for a second, that he could feel like you.
But by all means, it was forbidden. Forbidden lust.
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