Crazy thing, it is.

[tehjunomaster]

So... tonight.. umm... yeah. Tonight was the first night I've ever cooked in my apartment alone. You see, I've always cooked with Sam. And it was always a blast cooking with her. So, since she's been gone, I haven't been able to push myself to get up and cook. Tonight, I did, and I feel very alone. It just doesn't feel right, ya know?

Comments

[icarianbird]

Your apartment actually looks a lot like mine did in LR. Well, minus the furniture, of course. The tree looks great, btw.

And don't worry about that lonely feeling. It will go away eventually. I promise. You just have to get back into the groove that you had before the other person was there. It takes a lot of time and effort, but the pain gets better.

[phantomflapjack]

Cooking alone is awesome. You don't have to worry about getting in each other's way and you can make it however you like, without worry that the other person (or people) won't like what you're adding, or are allergic, or whatever

[tehjunomaster]

I guess maybe that's why I'm having such a difficult time. Sam and I never got in each others' way, and we both loved eating the same foods.

Crap. :'(

[tehjunomaster]

Thanks for the compliments on the tree! :D It was a pain to put together. >_<

I hope it does go away, but wow.. do I ever miss her so much now. Maybe once I start getting involved with the music scene a little more in-depth, my mind will become a bit clearer. Who knows?

[xkaliber187]

Dive into music for now. It will take the hurt away, well not away but it will lessen it. You know as well as I this was the best thing for you if you do intend on following your music dream.