I love all of you. You're so very beautiful. If you only knew. I would tell you, but you wouldn't understand. I'd much rather show.

I'm pissed, an Aerosmith song captures how I feel, but only because they used the perfect word... Jaded. Even more tragic is the sad reality that goes with it. At least it's balanced by the Beatles "With a Little Help ( Read more... )

Nothing seems important enough to write about. It's all the same shit, changing always. My English class debated the other day on which is more important; intent or perception. I smiled at this and chewed on it for quite some time. I was picked for the perception side, but what I said was me being good at debating and had little to do with my ( Read more... )

I hate to think she's worse off than where she started. If she talks, I'll be nice.

I got it by the way.
DON'T ASK WHY AND BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kevin Brady wrecked my car. I forgive him, everyone else should too.

If I'm an English major why am I not slamming LJ every night asking opinions on pieces?
I do want to be a writer. Of all the bullshit jobs I've claimed I'll do this one seems to be the best for me. Knowing what you want to do helps a great deal. Well, until UF starts handing out ( Read more... )

Can't sleep so I'll write ( Read more... )

What are we to do when everybody around us is talking, but nobody has anything to say?

    If you were like me in elementary school your life may have been easier had you taken philosophy. Maybe in between coloring and math. Or to be coy you could make the study of metaphysics after science and math or something like that. But in talking to my good friend Robert Miller and my own experience it would have certainly had a profound ( Read more... )

I've never been one to take many vows, but when I do I have held fast to them. Lately I've been toying with the idea of fasting and of taking a vow of silence. Fasting for a few reasons; I'm quickly running out of money to spend on silly luxury items(like food). Also it would be used as a way of purifying my body along with my mind. I became ( Read more... )

Long time, no post. I don't seem to have time for LJ these days but I'll try and jot a few lines. For those that read this, Gainesville is pretty cool. 'Tis a city built around most of my needs. It brings to mind a Dave Chapelle joke: "Gun store, liquor store, liquor store, gun store...where the hell you takin me man!?!" Well it's like that but ( Read more... )

So, I apologize for the angstiness of this post, but... things...

I've been very selfish of lately and I'm sorry to those who have had to deal with my bullshit.
Also, sorry for dumping my problems on you, they're not your responsibility.
I need to man up and do what needs to be done.
Acutane is a bad, but necessary decision (re-occuring theme much?). ( Read more... )