A Weekend in "London-shire" (long)

[teine]

Ruine_ and lilpandoraa have written about what we did last weekend already - and I really haven't got much to add to that. What I really wanted to write about was the thoughts and feelings sparked off by some little things that happened - to set down in writing my reflections on the weekend, and on the nature of relationships as mirrored in the surface of events

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Just purrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

[ruine_]

I think I have 'that smile' on my face, the one that you love. The one that was hardly off my face last weekend.

Thank you. For being you, for being so (excuse the French) fucking wonderful!

For loving me as purely, as 'innocently' as you do. I don't think I can even capture the words, to describe how I feel.

Other thoughts will have to wait until the morning, because right now I am going to go and merge myself in these wonderful mushy feelings :)

S&R

[webkat]

just smiles.. it's nice to see your thoughts again.

[goodghirl]

Hugz good to see you happy !!!

[lilpandoraa]

(Bet you're wondering what, now, lilpandoraa!)..

Umm yes! What were you going to say???

[teine]

You sure you want me to post that on my journal? :)

[lilpandoraa]

yes!!! I'm a very curious bod!

[teine]

OK.. Just before departing, you said something about heliax being evil to you the night before. What I was going to say, just before departing, was "I know, we heard. Do you know how well sound carries from your bedroom to your dining room?"

But we did enjoy listening - and if sound carried as well the other way, you might have heard the same sorts of sounds at the same time. Very synchronistic.. :)

[hipflickchick]

It's genuineness, again. Being with people who can just be themselves, who can be open and sharing, who understand the difference between privacy and closedness. I think it's become my primary criteria for close friendship - can you accept me as I am, allow me the openness I want, accept that I have needs for privacy too... Can you let me see you as you are, openly communicate who you really are, and yet still know how to do that without opening yourself up and serving yourself on a plate.

Amen. This is what makes me feel connected, accepted whole. I am collecting people who help me feel this way or who are themselves enough and comfortable enough with thenselves where I can be truly and wholy my darka and light self and not feel constrained.

So glad to hear of your trip. it sounds wonderful.

Much love.