Comments | teine: Weekend of Debauchery

teine

Weekend of Debauchery

Aug 31, 2003 23:23

I've always teased ruine_ that my perfect woman is 5'10" tall with red hair. Since she's 5'6" and with black hair, this became somewhat of a standing joke. The hair colour is easily fixed, and indeed, she said she might do that some day. As to her height, I always joked I would put her on a rack, and stretch her a few inches ( Read more... )

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lilitufire September 1 2003, 02:39:43 UTC

It was nice to see you...

And yes, the violet want is also on my list - did you try the other electrical thing?

teine September 1 2003, 02:43:07 UTC

Not this time, but we tried it before. It's very nice, but I'm not sure I'd splash out that much on it. I might prefer to build my own (evil smirk)..

But the wand is in another category, all my itself. I've not seen or felt anything like it before, it was well beyond what I expected from others accounts of what it felt like.

lilpandoraa September 1 2003, 11:15:25 UTC

Looking at them together I see echos of myself and ruine_, but don't ask me why yet.

Thank you. From reading yours and ruine_'s journals and meeting you, that means a lot to me.

love

pandy

teine September 2 2003, 02:43:45 UTC

I can't explain why I see echos, but I can say some things that made me feel that..

Seeing him touch your hair in the pub.

The way he looked at you, only for a moment, as you walked back across the bar.

Seeing him take care of you after your session on the rack.

You standing with your back against his chest, and his arms around you, with expressions of such intimacy that people left space around you, on either side, some without even realising why they did it.

I think you two could be alone together, in the middle of a crowd - the crowd would part around you, keep moving and flowing, and never touch you.

Or am I just talking rubbish here? :)

lilpandoraa September 2 2003, 04:20:27 UTC

No, you are not talking rubbish. I liked hearing the observations of us cause I think sometimes I get wrapped in "life" I can take for granted the way things are between Heliax and I. Hearing them from another point of view kinda makes me feel all warm and well, I'm pretty damned anxious to get to Aberdeen this weekend cause I'm missing being with him right now.

Thanks for your insight :)

love

pandy

~~@~~ tarnishedda September 1 2003, 14:52:50 UTC

Sometimes reading your posts.. it gives me this insight into what I believe true love to be.. it's not all I love yous, no I love you more.. it's just this indescribale feeling, it's those glances that make your heart sing, those little thoughts and little things they do.. I see that and feel that in words. So grounded and yet so.. 'floaty light' a sense that drips inside the heart, steady and strong.. tiny drops into a huge expanse of love.. I make sense inside my head.

As for hangovers, they suck.. I never used to get them and now.. well I'm violently ill with them. So I'm real careful about alcohol, that evil beauty! Smell is tres important.. If something doens't smell right it puts you right off.. and becomes all you can think about. And as for a rack.. woo-hoo! Exciting.. with a capital Excite!

I'm glad you've found a connection in heliax maybe they can be a person that you as a Dom can turn to, when you just need reassurance or have questions? It sounds like a good weekend was had.. in many varieties and they do say that is the ( ... )