Sometimes I wonder why the hell my parents are still married.
They obviously don't get along and my dad gets angry from the tiniest little things. My mom's turning 50 on November and she'd like to go on a vacation for her birthday and she'd like to go with her husband. But every time my mom's trying to talk about it and asks if he'll be able to take the days off from work, dad suddenly gets angry and seems very ignorant about the whole thing. Like just now, mom asked him to grab a chair and see what she's been planning on and dad just starts yelling that he won't grab a chair, just show me what you got there, is that really the only place in the world (mom wants to go to Cyprus).... and blah blah in a very angry tone. And yeah, mom started crying. And though I'm a big girl now, it feels really bad to see your parents constantly fighting... I just wish my mom would have a great 50th birthday and my dad would behave even for a second. I guess my dad is a bit of the depressed type, who goes all weird when the fall and the darkness comes.. 'cause during the summer he was almost normal. Ok, my dad's not really a bad person but he just gets these "anger attacks" and is pretty neurotic. He can be totally great when he wants to be, but I wish he'd sometimes just swallow his pride and go see a doctor...
ok, I'm done ranting about my parents.
I wish I could go on a vacation now, it's so dark and rainy all the time. And cold. I could use a little sun therapy too.
School's still ok. Except that we don't really like our Mexican teacher and she doesn't seem to like us either.