Three months later and I'm only just now allowing myself to be upset.

[telepathicbotox]

Hyper-sensitive. Passive-aggressive. Neurotic. Possessive. Judgmental. Simultaneously self-obsessed and self-loathing, and if I can say that...

It's good to know it was so easy to move on from me: I forgot you/your petty self-righteousness+emotional cruelty the second I drove off. Well enough, I think you'd punched my ticket before that field trip

Comments

[lovingthekiller]

I thought this was mutual? I'm sorry, relationships are a bitch. Just be happy knowing that it's not you anymore.

[telepathicbotox]

It was mutual, but as adolescent as it is, I look back somewhat ruefully that she was the one to really be the one calling it off. I let it be way too easy considering how much it hurt me, but then again I suppose that's summary of much of the relationship.

Relationships aren't even really a bitch...I just wish I'd called bullshit sooner. Well, I'll know better next time.

[coldwarunicorn6]

I am extremely familiar with this kind of regret....Sorry, it's certainly shitty.

ps We need to catch up soon, it's been ages! Coffee?