i dont want too say goodbye i dont want you to leave me i dont want to be selfish i want you to have fun im trying so hard but your making it hard maybe if you wernt so great or such an amazing friend maybe it would be easier but last night i cried and i asked you to stay i wanted to call you but it was way to late go and have fun and ill try to be glad but all these goodbyes are making me sad.
I'm so sorry I left, Steph. I knew I should have stayed. It seems like right now is all about choosing to stay or leave. I'm really bad at goodbyes, so I'm acting on impulses and trusting things will work out. Right now is about moments. All the partying, the dancing, the music, the laughs. Maybe I dealt with all this earlier, when I had a lot of time too think about loss, or maybe I'm putting up a wall. I call it "setting boundaries" with my emotions, keeping myself fenced into a good place. It's going to work out. We have the power to make it work. Go to the beach and watch a cycle of the tide. Eternity. Music. Souls. Flow.
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i dont want you to leave me
i dont want to be selfish
i want you to have fun
im trying so hard
but your making it hard
maybe if you wernt so great
or such an amazing friend
maybe it would be easier
but last night i cried
and i asked you to stay
i wanted to call you
but it was way to late
go and have fun and ill try to be glad
but all these goodbyes
are making me sad.
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It seems like right now is all about choosing to stay or leave.
I'm really bad at goodbyes, so I'm acting on impulses and trusting things will work out. Right now is about moments. All the partying, the dancing, the music, the laughs.
Maybe I dealt with all this earlier, when I had a lot of time too think about loss, or maybe I'm putting up a wall. I call it "setting boundaries" with my emotions, keeping myself fenced into a good place.
It's going to work out. We have the power to make it work.
Go to the beach and watch a cycle of the tide. Eternity. Music. Souls. Flow.
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