Everything is better~! Funny what a phone call will do! =) No more worries! From here on out...hopefully. I hate being that girl!

I talked to Martin on Thursday night and he told me how he was driving to Berlin on Friday with his ex-girlfriend. Well, it's really hard for me to keep my thoughts cool, and not think that anything else is going on in that time. I keep telling myself to just have faith and trust. I know he and I just hung out that one weekend, but when someone ( Read more... )

Never fails..I'm always last to know that a certain someone is also going with us. This fucker that I can't stand. Audrea is seeing him and everytime I think we are making plans to have a night out with the girls or close friends, she always invites him to go along! So, guess what happens then...I don't go. I don't like being around him AT ALL ( Read more... )

So Martin called me last night when I got home from work...he is so sweet! He says that I changed something in his heart. Trust me...I keep instinctively thinking that he's giving me a line...but it doesn't seem like it. And then I tell myself, to just go with it. "Enjoy that this guy is being sweet to you!" I would think that if he was giving ( Read more... )

I met a very nice guy in Berlin when I was there for New Years, and we've been talking now for the past few weeks since. Well, he came to visit me this weekend, and I had the most incredible time. He so very sweet. We connected very quickly...I'm not sure if I should be scared about that or not. But you know what...it's a new year. I'm not ( Read more... )

I guess it's just one of those things! I talked to my friend the other night...and ended up saying stuff about my feelings again, when I know that I shouldn't have. It's funny, how they told me how that happened with someone else they used to date. I just laugh at myself, because I'm a complete jerk. I was reading some old letters...letters ( Read more... )

Things are really hard to understand when I'm so far away. My aunt wrote to me telling me to not jump to conclusions when I'm not there. Well, I was there, and I did hear my grandfather yelling at my grandmother when she wouldn't cooperate. But my aunt says all she hears is my mother. Well, whatever. It's just something that I have to realize ( Read more... )

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New years weekend was a fucking blast!! Denisse and I went to Berlin for 4days and 3 nights! By train it took 4 and a half hours to get there...not bad! I love living in Europe! The first night we went to a few places..a bar and a club. The next day we walked a little around downtown getting a feel for things and figured out what we were going to ( Read more... )

Ok, so I haven't been doing much lately. I've been working and then coming home, mostly, just to lay around and then goto bed. My depression has kicked in again. It's funny thought that it did, because I've been on my anti-depressants continuously without a break. My meds have also been increased a few times over this year. I started off at ( Read more... )