ok sadest day of my life starting now... This morning At 4 0'clock Andres left yea he's gone. I cant believe it.. its sort of like losing your arm orsumthing you had it b4 but now its just gone n u cant grow a new one so ur fucked up. I dont know maybe im just being a big baby about it but i really i mean really like him n it hurts that once we're ( Read more... )

Ok so last few while has been crazy busy..and so will the next 2 weeks before i leave.. my baby is leaving to Venezuela in 3 days!! we have spent pretty much everyday together for the past 2 and a half weeks and soon we will be so far apart.. its too weird to comprehend or explain but i fuckin love this kid. anyways to the next 3 days i will be ( Read more... )

yeye chilled with Andres n played Mario Double Dash i smoked his ass! yeye only beat me once. Then my Love Jenner came over and we bought out Stone Road. Took some cracked out pics Oh Jean i love yea u are my goddess! haha i have so much work to do and so many people to try to see befor i go... i love everyone mucho..well i have absolutly nothing ( Read more... )

>I love boys
>I hate boys
>Their silly
>School sucks balls
>I love to sleep
>Music is amazing
>24 days
>Shopping soon
>swimming
>Eng. presentation
>Religion journals
>Mock trial
>Zoolander
>108
>I wanna beat sumone up
>Im too nice
>plastic surgy is fucked
>Doughnuts
>South side?
>PPL ARE LIERS

Train of thought dont ask me how i come to this stuff

this weekend was kinda crazi n realli calm all at the same time ( Read more... )

Everyone is graduating right now n i want to kill myself.. i have no idea why i suck so much but that seems to be the case..i dont think i can handle going to McCormicks tonight so i'll prolly just try to drown my sorrow. Gsus! I seriously have no idea wat i am going to do about anything for that matter. There's a spider on the wall so i guess i ( Read more... )

recap of the weekend ( Read more... )

new journal... i was tryin to change the pic too but it was bein bitchy so i'll save that for another day when i have more nerves for this sort of thing..before i started this whole shinaniganish stuff i wrote a realli good journal n then it all dissapearded so i had a little spazz and now all is right again in my world.. i ate subway today wit ( Read more... )

Today i was in one of those moods where i just didnt want neone to talk to me at all... so i called my mom at lunch n talked to her for the most part.. n then i avioded tlakign to people until i came home.. i was pretty good at it.. some ppl just dont see how retarded they acctually are. they talk alot of shit n it is pointless..n they care about ( Read more... )

FACK dad says we're going he alredy applied for a mortgage n i cant do nethign about it because im not 18 yet.. but when i do turn 18 it is my choice to come back or not... he says thank you for being so Adult about this.. ADULT.. im so not an adult im crying like im fucking 6 here... oh sheit.. i dont belive life... just as soon as you get ( Read more... )