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Did any of you ever have a lifelong friend that just up and left you? and then after badmouthing him/her for it you suddenly talk to them again and they're not bad at all?
i mentioned Ryan to you all before (in that entry with the song I just posted), aye? Well, to make a long story short, he was my friend since I was born, and he left 4 years ago and never contacted me, ever. And for the first time on sunday we talked again, and we caught up on so much and it was crazy, and now all I feel is guilt. He's not the asshole I thought he was, he's actually ...me, just really tall and a boy. And I've been telling everyone how he left me to sit and die without the comfort of my best friend, and how he's probably doing drugs and all of this bad stuff, and the worst part was that I said I hated him. and now I realize that I don't, I was just alone and upset about it.
i mentioned Ryan to you all before (in that entry with the song I just posted), aye? Well, to make a long story short, he was my friend since I was born, and he left 4 years ago and never contacted me, ever. And for the first time on sunday we talked again, and we caught up on so much and it was crazy, and now all I feel is guilt. He's not the asshole I thought he was, he's actually ...me, just really tall and a boy. And I've been telling everyone how he left me to sit and die without the comfort of my best friend, and how he's probably doing drugs and all of this bad stuff, and the worst part was that I said I hated him. and now I realize that I don't, I was just alone and upset about it.