i was just reading devons livejournal and i litterally felt my stomach drop she made and entry to nicole and how much she loves her etc...(dont get me wrong i like nicole) but maybe ive been wrong the whole tiem n devon has never really cared about me and it sucks. like reality hit me hard and i dont kno what to do cuz no one can replace her for me ( Read more... )

ohhhhh my! today last period me garrett annaS n karli were all supposed to be doing our worksheets for history but we just talked the wholllle time then went to the library. omg i love garrett hes so great! hehe ( Read more... )

on friday zander ellery katie n me went to see the forgotten, omfg it was so scary i had my eyes closed half the time and i pulled my legs up onto the chair so a monster wouldnt grab my feet from under the seat! ah i got home at lik 11:30 n like sprinted up the stairs n slammed my door so the alien guy wouldnt follow me lol im kinda over the ( Read more... )

i think im having serious seperation anxiety. i miss so much of everything right now, like i guess its ok im making new friends and im hanging out with them more but its still really hard to accept somethings...like for example me n devon are hardly close anymore...and i dont think shes trying that hard to stay friends and i dont kno if i am either ( Read more... )

ok today i wore amandas light blue skirt...n parth n jorge were being so fucking annoying n they were like ohh its see thru blah blah n it was pissing me off sooo bad but im over it cuz its not a big deal but yahhh then at work me n kate light sat outside stuffing our faces with pizzas before we went in n at the end i was on the platform with sara ( Read more... )

today amanda came over. omg i missed her so much over the summer we hardly ever hung out...butnow we are :-D n last year we always used to get pizza or something n today we went to friendlys hehe n then met craig n alex in florence n they were like trying to climb a tree...pretty random ...wow they are retarded :-P hehe jk ( Read more... )

today i had therapy so i walked dt with katie n josh chan (kinda random...lol) then after therapy i went to devons n hung out with jimmy n sarah eating pizza and bbq wings with blue cheese sauce! ah man then jimmys mom called n he had to lie to her n i thought it was funny then him n sarah had to run...then lauren came over n she had some kool shit ( Read more... )

today me n my dad n my sister all went to the cemetary to put some flowers on my moms grave n when we got there we saw my grammas grave stone next to my moms (she just died a couple months ago n she hadnt remembered who i was for the past year) n my dad was talking and he was like "should i get buried here with your mom?" n i was like...um wouldnt ( Read more... )

tonight i went to "see a movie" with amanda lol but we didnt we just hung out at the mall n we were sitting on the garden woodchip thing by jcpennys n i was like"hmm i need to burn off these sour patch kids" so me n amanda were too kool n we ran around it a couple times :-P then we went n bought nachos n the lady there was like flipping out cuz ( Read more... )

ahh friday was a good day...in history we went to the library n me garrett ben frank annaS n tom all sat at the same table again. omg tom is so fucking funny,i probly peed in my pants 100 times. ahhh n i wore this skirt that garrett thinks is too short n when i walked by grace was like HOEBAG n then angie was like omg grace ur gonna make anna cry. ( Read more... )