work sucks, uni assignments suck and most of all dead-lines suck ( Read more... )

I’m tired. Tired of hearing peoples fucking lectures! Ok here it is plain and simple. I don’t give a shit about your opinions or life experience that you think are similar, but actually have no relevance what so ever. I don’t care what you would do if you were me. And I sure as hell don’t care about how much you think you understand ( Read more... )

what can you say when the small strings that you cling too get yanked out of your hand ( Read more... )

Hurray for fever dreams, and inappropriate ones at that ( Read more... )

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i have new speakers. I spent my recent birthday money on a 5.1 speaker system for my computer, so much angry loud pumping ecstasy. for all the not computer minded people out there a 5.1 theater system involves 5 small speakers for surround sound and one sub... Its great, and works nicely to drown out the sounds of a family ( Read more... )

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first things first...went to a birthday party on saturday. left home at 9 am and didn't return till at least 3am the next day it was fantastic. going to bars on gorge street hanging out on the beach, struggeling to find a way out of the city, all of it so much fun. It was truely a great day/night/next morning. the party left me bloated with really ( Read more... )

i'm starting to like updateing this... especially late at night, when i no longer believe that anyone reads this retarded thing at ALL ( Read more... )

really want to scream and yell right now... short update, long is too much effort

physically shaking. Stupid external crazy, GO AWAY! why can't you be the internal (non-visable) crazy

can't sleep, don't want to eat... one meal a day is enough.

GAH! so much inner death...

*many many loud Profanities*... angry or at least aggrivated. why am i so