well this is what has been up, and why i missed your calls mel ( Read more... )

Gary Jules ~ Mad World Lyrics All around me are familiar faces ( Read more... )

I really dont know how to feel right now or even HOW i feel. I have been in this rut since dad died and i dont know how to get out. I still have dreams at night like weird dreams but in them dads still alive or is dying in another way. the first thing i wnated to do when steve proposed was to call and tell him and mom. i feel like a bad daughter ( Read more... )

we were told after i posted lasttime that we were getting a pup its just we couldnt get a hold of the landlord for permision. so we found him and got permision and we set up the date for the home visit. the place was amazingly clean. steve did so much work the place was imaculate. the day of the home visit the furnace wasnt working so it was ( Read more... )

and being told we were guaranteed third pick of the puppys, and also being up till 4am cleaning for the damn home inspection they told us we arent getting one afterall because our landlord is on vacation when they are abandoned.

labrescue ns sucks.

very angry and upset

nuff said

yeay i am getting a puppy ( Read more... )

ahhem well i got my first raise!!! i am now from 9.00 an hour to 10.05 an hour *L* its quite a jump but i am happy. i got that nasty norwalk flu over the holidays and it attacked my lungs so i am still pretty hacky. christmas is good and i am off until the new year! yeay! steve got me awsome books and two awsome games! i got drakenguard 2 and the ( Read more... )

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just a quick one. i love my job. things are going fairly well. very very tired. i update more latter but i have been pretty ill with the muscle disorder thats why i haven t been goiung out. on sleeping pills to sleep and vitimans to try and make the muscle spazems stop. anyway gots to go!

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