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[temp_ninja_lee]

I'm not necessarily a pessimistic person...but I probably am somewhat fatalistic. Everyone has a few thoughts or feelings that they hold without having a good basis for it. One of mine is that I've always felt that for one reason or another, I'm unlikely to live into my fifties. I don't know why I tend to believe it, but it just feels right for

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[dimfennas]

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[justuravegirl]

God, you've summed up how I've been feeling the past few months...especially: "by God I will not fade quietly, but I fear I will become bitter, not realizing it when I tear at those I know and who care about me, not realizing it when hope shines"
you're such an eloquent writer :)
I know this post is a year and a half old, but it definitely makes me feel better, to know that someone feels the same way.