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Mar 01, 2008 19:08

Occasionally I get the impression that I'm not using my time effectively; as I walk to school in the mornings I think about all the things that I could do with my life and I imagine myself achieving success in various scenarios, each a bit less realistic that the first. I contemplate a return to Montana in which I take the land I have been given ( Read more... )

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bluestar March 2 2008, 02:09:51 UTC

I'm not happy where I am, even when where I am is perfectly pleasant and tenable, and not even 'unfortunately' permanent.

Right there with you on that one. I'm beginning to think starting a cult is our only to true avenue to personal satisfaction/amusement/recreational-fulfilemt.

tempestdreams March 3 2008, 17:45:02 UTC

Can our cult center around beach volleyball and a total lack of suicide?

bluestar March 3 2008, 17:52:35 UTC

I do believe those are prerequisites. Dying is right out.

steeltears March 13 2008, 06:19:42 UTC

I feel like we had this conversation once already. And our name was something like citytownesville, which is also really unoriginal. But I would be ok with not dying for awhile also. But it's not so much a cult as it is an altnerative society right? Like those guys in eastern Montana that shut themselves up in their house and threatened to blow up the government. Or...um...I actually don't remember anything about that. Were they called the union men? I should probably stop this nonsense and go to bed.

steeltears March 13 2008, 06:15:50 UTC

You have been on my mind lately. So naturally I dreamed about you the other night. I think it was after we watched El Orophante. (At least I think that's how you say orphanage in Spanish ( ... )

Nice to feel niced. tempestdreams March 13 2008, 19:58:55 UTC

I feel like a total ass for not asking earlier, but how did surgery go? I knew that you were going to have it, but I didn't know when.

I suppose that you're right, in that if we commit too much to the future that we'll spend the majority of our time wondering why our present/past wasn't spectacular. I think our christian/cliche/semi-emo depression based reality is accurate as far as it goes. I've got the chance to see so much and do so much, and in terms of the education resume, the English certification draws a lot of water in just about any school district, so I'm going to come out of this on the plus side of margin one way or the other. I guess I allow my delusions of grandeur because it makes me feel like I've got a finish line that's within my grasp, and I might be in the lead.

I LOVE FRIENDS AND FAMILY IN MONTANA. HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON.