THERE IS THIS NEVER ENDING DESIRE FOR MORE OF EVERYTHING IN ALL OF US.. MORE PLAY, MORE DESSERT, MORE SEX, MORE LOVE, MORE POSESSIONS, MORE ROMANCE, MORE MONEY, MORE RECOGNITION, I JUST WANT TO GO PLAY ANYWHERE NEW , ANYTHING FUN, SOMEPLACE ENLIGHTING, SCARY OR FUNNY.. I NEED TO GET OUT AND TRIP..THAT CONNECTION WITH PEOPLE, LIFE, THE OTHERSIDE ( Read more... )

MY QUEST FOR LOVE HAS BEEN GRANTED... AND ITS MUTUAL.. HE IS OLDER, FIVE YEARS. A LITTLE NUTTY. WE LIKE THE SAME MUSIC EXCEPT FOR THE BANJOS AND HE IS INTO GHOST HUNTING. THIS MAKES FOR SOME INTERESTING DATES..WHO SAID A WALK THROUGH A GRAVEYARD ISNT ROMANTIC.. LIFES GOOD AND FUN.. IM OFF FOR THE THE RIDE TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS.. MY SEAT BELTS ON ( Read more... )

LOOKING FOR SOMETHING MORE THEN WHATS OFFERED.. I JUST MET A NEW GUY.. HE IS COOL BUT WONT GO WITH ME TO A BLUEGRASS FESTIVAL SO I CAN SEE SOME BANJO PLAYERS.. THAT SUCKS... NO ROMANCE FOR ME??? DAMN I KNOW WHAT I NEED AND DESERVE.. I JUST CANT FIND HIM..WALLOWING IN WHATS MISSING AND NOT YET FOUND... CLOUD JUMPING....I JUST DONT WANT TO FALL ( Read more... )

I MISS MY BESTFRIEND ECLIPSE, I WISH I COULD HELP VICTIMS WHO NEED A HOME OR THE CHILDREN WHO NEED A TOY... WHERE ARE ALL THE COUNSLERS FOR THESE PEOPLE, CHILDREN.. IF THEY WERE WHITE WOULD WE OF DONE MORE..IF THEY WERENT POOR WOULD WE CARE MORE....IF I LOVED SOMEONE WOULD HE EVEN KNOW..IM HUMBLED CONSTANTLY, REMINDED HOW PRECIOUS LIFE IS ( Read more... )

OK ,, I HAD SUCH A BLAST AT A PUNK SHOW LAST NIGHT. THREE PUNK ROCK CHICK BANDS PLAYED. THEY WERE GOOD AND EVERYONE WENT CRAZY. ONE GIRL WITH A MOHAWK RAN AROUND THE MOSH PIT WITH HER TOP OFF AND STICKERS ON HER BOOBS... AT ONE POINT MYSELF AND FOUR OTHER GIRLS WERE GRINDING ONE ANOTHER LIKE A GIRLS GONE WILD VIDEO... THEN THE SEXY GIRLS STARTED ( Read more... )

back from vacation and back to the the full force that dating provides.. what fun.. i have a date for six of the seven days of the week... is this wrong?/ no just playing until i find the right one.. and having fun until then.. yes im still seeing younger guys.. i guess because i can and i get along with them better. how young? dont ask.. ok ( Read more... )

i broke up with the boy i was dating we fought a lot..He killed my bird...on to the next one.. men are nothing but power plays and we always try to win..I ve been writing, drinking, escaping, all day aahh to walllow in the tragedy of a broken heart ..only to do it again..To feel pain as a way to a least feel something.. and he really did kill one ( Read more... )

it has happened .. yes im falling for a man.. we are starting this trip called love, commitment, trust, friendship, all the mushy stuff. Im happy and we seem to compliment each others personality. Ya... lets see if love will kick in..Time will tell..

to short, to small, to old, to broken, to dishonest, to short ,, to small,, why cant i find what i need and what i want in one person. damn men.. i set him up to take the bait of another womans lure and he did now what do I do....how far is he going to go with this.. if he gives her his number im going to call him myself.. lets see......fuck fuck ( Read more... )

So Ive established a new relationship with a new boy. So far so good he is complicated but worth being patient with... Why is it that when your in a relationship you crave freedom but when freedom is yours you crave a relationship...Time will tell if there is such a thing as the one...i REALLY lIKE HIM..........................................