Back to school...big deal.

[templarwhitey]

I hate waking up in the morning and feeling like there is absolutely no reason to go to school. Seriously, if I ask teachers for makeup work and they Say "oh don't worry, you didn't miss anything." something is wrong. I wasn't there! I should be missing something, shouldn't I? Very frustrating.

Tennis almost killed me today, with all the congestion

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[littlemermaid88]

um we definately are hecka blessed, as mr edington would say.
oh. i the "i listen to ______ music because i am _____." not the other way. but then it makes me more ____. so i don't know. maybe i choose to let it affect me.
i would never guess you wanted to be taller.

[soccerfreakbob]

cathartic eh? think you hard son? using big,wheaton words? Psh... you still live in Gayward, or queerview, whichever district you whitemen fancy to be addressed by. I spit at your mothers, you sorry english knights (Kin-nig-gitts)

[templarwhitey]

My good sir,
first of all cathartic is not a big word, and secondly, I'm not english, I'm a Scottish/Irish Kin-nig-it and I demand to be treated with respect. Be quiet you insolent peasant!

[bunny_faerie]

i wish i was taller

[sammyanne]

Cathartic is one of my favorite words!
As for the depression over depression, it's a horrible cycle of feeling bad, then feeling bad about feeling bad (sometimes self-pity, but always guilt), and then trying to pretend that everything's okay and be simply grateful for God's many blessings. But where's the line with being honest and humble with Gods about your faults and failings, admitting that you have problems, and rejoicing in blessings?

I love reading your posts, Whitey. They make me think.

[templarwhitey]

I'm glad I make you think, but I'll admit, that is just one of my motivations for writing. And you're right about depression being cyclical, exactly right.