After printing out my resume I made up today, I was about to sleep until I thought- What is the Oklahoma Department of Commission anyway!?!? I mean, one could grasp from the name but I thought it'd be prudent to get some more background info on it before I got up before I interviewed with these officers of the department. Ahhhh, I'm not gonna sleep

Ah! I have a big possibility of an internship! My contact at the Institute for Teaching East Asia relayed my e-mail to her contact at the Oklahoma Department of Commerce. I have an interview set up for Thursday already! Yikes that was fast...

If you truley faked that, you are undeniably the worst fucking human being there is. No one would invade on multiple friends' trust on such a manner. Fuck you for ever making such an attempt to act out lifethreatening symptoms. You fuckface.

Its funny how watching a show about fat people and their struggles to loose weight because of their addiction to food actually MAKES ME want to eat more. So, while watching I snack on cookies, coffee, candy, all the good stuff. Am I a horrible person?

I look in the mirror to try and confirm my existence when I am in solitude. Sometimes not interacting with others and instead withdrawing to my room leaves me only to feel nothingness. Even my "seeing" of myself isn't evidence of my existence, yet. I only perceive my existence. Whether it is a truth or not I can not confirm. Yeah, Theory of ( Read more... )

Amazing DJ foldable headphones I recieved today- Sennheiser is amazing.

So happy to be back in Tulsa, especially now having gone to Wilson's Barbeque where "You need no teeth to eat our beef." Muy delicioso ( Read more... )

Ah, one of the stale patterns of my family: we call my dad's parents in Texas after opening their gift. For the kids, we get a check. My dad, something golf related. And my mom, a purse and perfume/powder, both of which she hates, but always says "its perfect" over the phone. I can sense the falseness through her voice, but why can't they sense it ( Read more... )

So, I be back in Tulsa. All honesty, driving out of the airport I felt soooo depressed. Already noticed the little anomalies, those patterns/topics of speech of my family. I thought about the generally conservative people here. The larger amount, per captia, of obese people, religous fanatics. Blah. And no Green Line! Though a little indulgence in ( Read more... )

I'm so sick...I feel like I must have the flu ( Read more... )