One word--- ouch.

I know better. I should be taking better care of myself, I know my limits and now I am suffering the consequences. I allowed myself to get run down and now I am sick :( I suck, because I still want to go out, but I know I should not because I have a fever. I think I have an infection of some sort, oh well, back to the doctor's I go ( Read more... )

Life is good. I am so glad that I can finally say that...and mean it. I have never been in a place in my life where I am totally happy as much as I am now. Things look like they are finally looking up for me, and I hope my good fortune continues. I also hope that those around me whom I care for are also touched by happiness and good fortune ( Read more... )

This weekend has been great for me. I was exposed to some new places, and I spent it with some wonderful people. Carl has been a lot of fun and I am so thankful for him having me over as a guest. I am also proud of how much he cares for me and my family which he proved to me last night with a phone call :) Also, I got a lot of Jose time in. He is ( Read more... )

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Yesterday was a wonderful day. I think that is was one of the best days I have had in a long time. I got to go to Disneyland again, and this time I went with Jose who I think likes it almost as much as me. Perhaps....even more, if that is even possible. I was made to feel important and special, but unfortunately I have to wonder if it is real. ( Read more... )

I just wanted to take this opportunity to say that even though Carl is a big dork who broke my CD player... I think he is the greatest! He is so nice and respectful. He paid for my dinner and movie last night which was so nice of him, it has been forever since someone did that for me :) He makes me feel like I matter and my opinion is valid. He ( Read more... )

I have never been so blissful over another person's pain as much as I was yesterday. KIM RAN RYAN OVER WITH HER CAR! If only I could have been there to see it... Melissa was there, and the cause, so I am glad she referred it back to me. On Saturday night I was so tired that I did not want to go out. Melissa wanted to go to Halo so her friends ( Read more... )

dear gawd I did a lot this week. I made three Disneyland trips (Saw the opening of the Nightmare Haunted Mansion! WOOHOO), one Knott's Scary Farm trip (my first time ever), went to a bar I have never been to, saw two shows, went and saw my surrogate brother at his new job in Corona, got my sock back, and of course a made an Empire appearance. I ( Read more... )