Some people are complete pricks so obvious...

Have i become delluded? Have i become obliviously fake? Did i fall asleep, forgettin to wake up? Did i mature a litle or did i fall back a pace? I;m never the same but im never different. Like the famous i dress up, i dress down, i change styles, i become different characters, i attract attention and i aim to please. The professional psychophant. ( Read more... )

Im really *really* fed up of being started on. Went out last night with ma ladies for a girlier night out, sex and the city style. Decided we actually couldnt be arsed to go to the george, even though it has class, i can tremember why. Went to the green dragon instead, to bump into a group fo guys from college, which included may i had (i ( Read more... )

its decided, i'm bleeching my hair in approximately 4 weeks, all ready for applying the lovely deep red i have wanted for ages. Then, who know, maybe black streaks. I would do it sooner, but after dying my hair black again a few days ago cause i coppped out of bleeching it, i have to wait for blooming ages. Im well hyped, im a bit nervous about it ( Read more... )

Things are never as they seem, and i am never as i seem. Im undecisive once again, except this time i'm not so optimistic. Im tired of having to think everything over, either before tis begun or after it has occured. Feeling guilty for god knows what, or feeling ugly because i cant get what i want. I shouldnt have to try so hard to get something i ( Read more... )

For the last few months i have been fighting a pointless battle where by i have been called fake, put down, crushed and uncured. For years i never seemed like everyone else and for those years i was objected and rejected, and told i was fake, the typical teenager in disguise trying to be diffferent. I felt i was not, i just who i was and appeared ( Read more... )

So so *so* annoyed. Firstly, *none* of my friends are in today. They are all on work experience, and the one person who isnt is ill. So i sat outside the front of college having a fag, and just to my luck, the principle comes along, scares the fuck out of me and i burn a big fat ass hole in my skirt. Not just in the fishnet bit, but on the shimmery ( Read more... )

I can't believe what you did to me ( Read more... )

I have become incresingly bothered about potential relationships of late. I seem to be hurting alot more than usual lately. After being so emotionally infected then becoming completely numb i have been blown back by more intense emotions than i have ever felt. This isnt just due to potential relationships, its also due to events that have occured ( Read more... )

Why do i feel so guilty? Yet again i found myself in the circumstance where i cave in to momentary happiness. I yet again got together with that person i got with a few days ago. I'm so confused about it. But every so often, my physical yearnings cave in and overall emotions, and i live for the moment and become avoidant, and forget about ( Read more... )