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Thankfully everything has worked out. I took the fall for driving. Managed to convince the authorities that I was, and that Donghae had moved to the driver's seat because that light post scared the shit out of him hovering over the window like that. Donghae's older brother wanted to pay for everything. I won't let him. The car can be replaced. People can't.
I haven't had nightmares this often since my sister almost drowned on a lake trip when she was six. I don't think I can drive for a little while, let alone be in a car. I don't blame Donghae for anything. He shouldn't have thrown his arm in front of me like that when we hit though, the sweet guy. That's what seatbelts are for. Honestly, I don't deserve anything for being bruised.
No one could have called that an accident would happen. From this one incident I think Donghae will be back to not driving, which is a real shame. He was being such a good driver, slow where he should be, checking signs, slowly stopping before red lights, everything.
The random things scare me. Even seeing a biker on campus coming toward me scares the shit out of me. If I close my eyes, unless I'm exhausted and fall asleep immediately, I see things coming toward me.
I'm exhausted. As soon as finals are over, I will have to pick myself up and do my best for AGR. I can't just sit back and pretend to do things anymore. More work has to be done than I previously thought. Hwighting!