i have a lj still
woahhhhh

i think my last 5000 entries probably say the same thing just over a span of several months

jayyy

i just remembered i had a livejournal
nothing happens thats worth writing in here anymore
well the other day i saw 3 crackheads crash a stolen car then run from the accident
it was pretty nuts
im taking finals all this week and i sign out of highschool on friday
ive been waiting for this day for 13 years and now im afriad of what comes next

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my heart hurts.

alot

alot has happened since the last time i updated ( Read more... )

so basicly
i got suspended today
for doing nothing
literally
we wouldnt do any work
so we got sent back to school and suspended for 3 days
i go back to school monday
:)
im happy about this because
1 i need some extra sleep
2 i hate shop anyways and
3 im just sick of school in general and how much my teacher bitches

<3 jay

im exhausted. to the extreme. tonight was an amazing night spent with amazing people mainlyt jamie andrew ashley missy and amy. seriously you three girls together are a fuckin riot :-D the show was amazing i saw miss renee gauthier when i was leaving so that was nice. tonight seriously rocked to the max but now im gonna go to bed

<3 jay

i sure love lose/lose situations try and avoid her damage a friendship i love dearly make the effort to see her and kill myself for feeling this. wicked lame hate hate hate hate hate!!

<3 jay

first off ide like to state that andrew cooper owns!! one of my best friends right there. also im getting a tattoo soon hopefully so i need someone to draw me something but im not sure what i want so im open to suggestions and ASHLEY YOU SAID YOU WOULD SEND ME STUFF MONTHS AGO NIKKA!!! okay this update is done later kids

<3 jayy

youre the most beautiful rose... with the sharpest fucking thorns driven straight into my heart. now watch the love drain from my lifeless body and know that every drop is for you so happy valentines day love ive got nothing left to give ( Read more... )

someone please make me stop fucking caring
please
just please
tonight was terrible and i found out one thing that made me extreamly upset and ive come to the conclusion that im wasting my time with someone but i just cant stop