Comments | tenatiousj: I hate crying

tenatiousj

I hate crying

Apr 10, 2005 21:20

I hate it how everyone thinks I'm the most perfect kid in the world with the most perfect family and perfect life. I hate it! No, I'm not perfect. Damn it I hold so much shit in because I don't want my mom to have to deal with it, or my sister, or anyone else and I just feel like I'm going to explode. I do sometimes. Just sitting in my room ( Read more... )

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ostensibledeity April 11 2005, 05:14:34 UTC

a few things
why are you giving up your dream? i dont understand? why not go to regis and play?

let it all out, you need to do that. everyone needs to. you need to think about yourself for once. tell your mom, tell your sister. do what you want for one day.
i just want you to be happy, and im sure you want that too. so my suggestion is to think hard about what you want, and do it. because its your life now. not your moms, not your sisters.
you will do fine

tenatiousj April 12 2005, 03:08:57 UTC

Thanks for the help Sasha. I was feeling really weird when I wrote that. It just came flowing out of me. I guess it was just one of those things I needed to let out. I'll be fine with not going to Regis and playing soccer. I love University of Portland and it's the place for me to be. I'll be able to play club there and even do some music at the same time so I'll be good. I'm giving up my dream of soccer at a division I or II school and replacing it with my dream of music WITH soccer. Yay!

hey jenny tibbals aaronbseaman April 11 2005, 09:59:21 UTC

you're cool. Dont forget that. Just live life to it's fullest and do all that you can to do what's right. Just keep trying, and keep being the same happy jenny we all know. We dont love u for your grades, your athletics, or your college. It's jenny we care about :). Keep being Jenny :).

Re: hey jenny tibbals tenatiousj April 12 2005, 03:10:30 UTC

That's nice to hear. Sometimes I feel like everyone just sees the girl who's good at sports and really smart (at least in there mind). It's nice to know that someone out there cares about the other aspects of me. Love you bunches dude, I'll miss you tons next year.

anonymous May 16 2005, 18:07:29 UTC

Gosh....someone sounded cocky there..."really smart"...honestly i never thought you were o-so-smart

tenatiousj May 16 2005, 23:23:59 UTC

Wow, a different opinion, how refreshing. I never thought I was "o-so-smart" either, even though that's how it came across