"Running through the field where all my tracks will be concealed and there's nowhere to go"

[tendil]

Well, so I was sitting here eating sushi and listening to music. And then I found myself suddenly thinking about my life

I was thinking about going to college, and how much fun I know I could have.  Then it hit me.  I may know what I want to do for college, but beyond that, I remain clueless about what I want to do with my life.  I wouldn't

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[inharmonic]

"Yeah, for a while now, I've just been taking life as the days go by, piecemeal. However, if I continue down this path, I am worried that I will find myself in a position in the future in which I will absolutely hate my life. What I guess is potentially worse though, is that I have no clue as to where I should begin for making the changes to my life to prevent this end from coming to be. And if that is the case, then I truly am clay in some greater being's hands, anything can happen to me and I can do very little to stop it. But of course, again. If that is the case then I shouldn't even be worrying about this at all. I'll just have to deal with it like I somehow manage to do with everything else in my life."

i'm in the same bind