i finally got the toy that i've always wanted, my sword just arrived today, its a badass katana! anways, thought i'd share that with everybody in case they think its okay to make me mad. now im not just a random psycho. ive got a sword too ( Read more... )

Friday was the last day of first semester... my last semester of highschool. im now in college -- wahoo! I got some great news about firefighting, but you need to ask me in person if you really give a damn. anyways, to celebrate the end of the semester and my 11 month anniversary with allie i took her out to dinner at bizzarros italian resturant by ( Read more... )

so allie and i were goofing off and she made a face and it reminded me of a lemur so i said thats cute you look like a lemur, and she took offense to it. so i appologised because i didnt mean to hurt her feelings and i didnt mean it as an insult. so for hurting her feelings i was sorry for doing so. but she said that wasnt good enough and that i ( Read more... )

it amazes me that no matter how much i try, its never good enough. there is always a "small" detail that im missing. i cant be perfect stop asking so much of me. life for me isnt as layed back as it was last year, therefore im not the "same jeremy" anymore. but nobody else is the same "them" as before. everybody changes. its just how you change and ( Read more... )

i wish that people -- mainly including me -- weren't so naive about everything that should be simple. i wish that people could get an instinctive idea of what the other person's expectation and reasoning is for everything, if that wish was granted success and adaptability with another human being would be a very functional and affectionate

My 18th birthday is around the corner and its both bitter and sweet. a lot of responsibilities will be forced apon me and im going to try and get a normal job instead of working for my uncle every now and then doing construction for $10/hr -- which is a good deal, but he has a rule that i can only work on weekends ( Read more... )