"The present today is more promising than any yesterday..."
As I'm sure none of you noticed I didn't go to class today.
I don't think I managed to fall asleep until around 5 am, so when my alarm went off I couldn't bring myself to get up. (Even after Inui-kun did) Saa...
It's been a while since I slept past 9am. (I got about 7 hours total, but I'm still tired.) At least my headache is gone.
If the present today is certain, everything is wonderful
As for tomorrow, I really wish I wouldn’t remember it
Yesterday’s predictions are taking away the film’s sensitivity
Don’t go on ahead of me...
I want to pass through the present today at the highest price
I’m not even considering leaving behind batteries for tomorrow or anything
Among yesterday’s misunderstandings, the warped focal points are joined together anew
Tear it out, this momentary light
I don’t need a camera
Come here with all your five senses
I only know the present
I want to shine into your present
The present today is more promising than any yesterday
From tomorrow on, I wish I hadn’t started thinking of that
By and large my breaths, my heartbeats are audible
as long as I’m alive...
Scorch me with this momentary light
Cause I keep using up
this life I’ll never have again
I only know the present!
I want to shine into your present
This is the end, and I want to be that light...
I've had this song for a while and it never bothered me, but it came on today on my iTunes and some how made me really feel sicker. I need to work this thing out. I hate guilt.
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Oshitari-kun...
I'm not sure what to say. And I don't know how many times I'll keep saying that... I actually have a lot I'd like to say, I just don't know if I should.
The majority of it seems to conflict.
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I don't know why I can never admit to having faults. I can pick myself apart like this, mentally, but when it comes to other people I can't say a word. I know it's partly my fault, but my mouth won't even form those words.
Ah...My headache is back.
Maybe this is why I never liked to consider other people as 'friends'? Saa...
I don't think I managed to fall asleep until around 5 am, so when my alarm went off I couldn't bring myself to get up. (Even after Inui-kun did) Saa...
It's been a while since I slept past 9am. (I got about 7 hours total, but I'm still tired.) At least my headache is gone.
If the present today is certain, everything is wonderful
As for tomorrow, I really wish I wouldn’t remember it
Yesterday’s predictions are taking away the film’s sensitivity
Don’t go on ahead of me...
I want to pass through the present today at the highest price
I’m not even considering leaving behind batteries for tomorrow or anything
Among yesterday’s misunderstandings, the warped focal points are joined together anew
Tear it out, this momentary light
I don’t need a camera
Come here with all your five senses
I only know the present
I want to shine into your present
The present today is more promising than any yesterday
From tomorrow on, I wish I hadn’t started thinking of that
By and large my breaths, my heartbeats are audible
as long as I’m alive...
Scorch me with this momentary light
Cause I keep using up
this life I’ll never have again
I only know the present!
I want to shine into your present
This is the end, and I want to be that light...
I've had this song for a while and it never bothered me, but it came on today on my iTunes and some how made me really feel sicker. I need to work this thing out. I hate guilt.
****
Oshitari-kun...
I'm not sure what to say. And I don't know how many times I'll keep saying that... I actually have a lot I'd like to say, I just don't know if I should.
The majority of it seems to conflict.
****
I don't know why I can never admit to having faults. I can pick myself apart like this, mentally, but when it comes to other people I can't say a word. I know it's partly my fault, but my mouth won't even form those words.
Ah...My headache is back.
Maybe this is why I never liked to consider other people as 'friends'? Saa...