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I never saw it coming. Josh told me he just wanted to be friends last night. That is the worst feeling ever, the feeling of rejection. I hate this feeling so much. I don't feel good enough anymore, like what is wrong with me, I didn't do anything. All these reasons are running through my head and I don't know what to do. Tandy told me to just color to make myself happier, but that only worked for a little bit. Andrew told me not to think anything about it that nothing was wrong with me, but what else am I suppose to do. I got a lame reason so I am just trying to figure it out myself. I haven't been crying or anything, but I have been like out of it, just thinking about it non stop. I shouldn't let this bother me so much, but it hurts. Things were so good with us like last week, what the heck happened? All I can say is that I am currently single, not that anyone cares cause there is obviously something wrong with me. I love my life!
What happened to the happy Jenny? I miss my old self!