im thinking that i will never see the good part of life for any longer than a month at a time. it always goes away and rarely does it come back. i live in my own hell and i guess i'm here to stay. i can't break out of it, there's nothing that can change me no matter how badly as I want it. why is it that i can see life going on around me but I ( Read more... )

alright so i have a lot of shit on my mind that needs to get out so i suppose this is a good place for that ( Read more... )

apparently i have internet disease. woohoo ( Read more... )

hey i did this a while back but shit has changed so here goes ( Read more... )

can someone tell me if my picture looks blurry? thanx

ummmmmmmm long time no write but uhh.... i'm alive, believe it or not. shit's good, life's good...i'm living in san antonio now. i really don't know what to say... but i have lots of cool stuff now like a tanning bed, 2 dogs, a sister, 2 brothers, a laptop, a tight new cell phone, and a DAD... that's a big one. well...hit up the comments if u want ( Read more... )

what a weekend.

what a night, oh my god.

feel free to forget about anything i said or did saturday night. i sure did.

one more quarter and i can completely throw away my senior year...the last semester doesn't matter.

i have so mucih to say but then again i dont want to talk about any of it so i'll have to leave ya'll guessing.

I'M GOING TO COLLEGE I'M GOING TO COLLEGE ( Read more... )

I'm in computer class right now....we're just playing games and watching animations online. kevin is reading over my shoulder. awesome. better not talk shit about him. homecoming is tomorrow. exciting ( Read more... )

i'm watching fahrenheit 9/11. no clue who i am voting for....i don't want to be influenced by anyone, it's really tough. i dont know what to read or watch or study in order to learn about politics. that sounds pretty dumb but it's true. wow.......is the weekend over? shit. homecoming week starts tomorrow. pajama day. SO exciting! i might have a ( Read more... )