Prisoner of Love
Title : Prisoner of Love [1/3]
Pairing : Ohba (Ohno x Aiba), Sakuraiba
Genre: Angst, one-sided love, romance
Rating: NC-17
Summary: His fear is back, when he returned home late after school. Badly hurt, he seek for help but will he get help from him?
A/N: 2059 words which includes dark themes inside! Sort of my first one-shot angst fic.
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He dashed through the road once the green light flashed out. He jumped over the metal bars and ran as fast as he could. He accidentally stepped on a puddle of water, but that didn’t stop him. He ran with all his might.
He reached his destination after a 15 minutes run. He took the lift up, and heaved at the corner of the lift. He patted his chest, trying to calm his body. The lift door opened and, step by step, he walked out of the lift, clenching his fist.
Stupid, relax… he told himself.
He dug his keys in the bag. Standing in front of the door, his hands shook as pushed the keys in the keyhole.
Click.
The door opened. He hastened his steps in and smiled at the other man who was sitting at the sofa.
“I am back…”he walked. “Today’s photo shoot was terrible. Our school models can’t even strike a pose.”
“Masaki… welcome back”
Aiba walked to the kitchen and poured himself some water. He gulped the whole drink down, before going to his boyfriend. He hugged him from the back.
“I’m home, Sho…” he kissed his cheeks, yet the man remained emotionless.
Aiba sat beside his boyfriend, and rest his head on his sloppy shoulders.
“You are late, I waited for you.”
“I told you just now, the shoot just now was…” he looked at Sho, and something he feared was back.
“was?” Sho asked.
“was terrible.” Aiba smiled again, though it’s a little stiff.
“Are you sure? You are not with someone…” Sho slightly pushed Aiba’s head away.
“Sho, I am not with anyone except my crew.”
Sho stood up and grabbed Aiba’s bag that was on the coffee table. He opened it forcefully and poured everything out, his phone, his books, his mp3, his wallet, his sweater.
“What are you doing?” Aiba pulled his hands.
But the man was just kicking away the books and the sweater that was hiding the phone. Once he saw the phone, he picked it up and flipped it open. Immediately, he saw Aiba and his face as the wallpaper of the phone. However it didn’t stopped him from looking at his phone. He pressed on the buttons to read his messages.
“Sho!”
A tight slap swiped on Aiba’s face and Aiba fell on the floor. His face reddened immediately and it was painful when Aiba tried to touch it. He looked at Sho back, who was walking towards him. Aiba tried to move back, but his body was glued on the floor. Sho moved himself on top of Aiba bending and reaching his shirt and pulled him up slightly.
“What is this?”
It was a message that Ohno, a friend in the art school. Sho should know him, since Aiba had mentioned before, probably once.
“Thank you for the treat just now. I will treat you back soon.” Sho read the message out. “So you are hidden something behind me…”
“He is my friend from the art school. I told you before-“
Another slap across Aiba’s face. Aiba’s fear was back.
“So you are going to sleep with him soon?” Sho roared as he pulled Aiba closer to his face.
“No! I never say-“
“Didn’t I tell you not to flirt with anyone, huh? Why can’t you just listen to me!”
Sho pushed Aiba and then began to kick him in the stomach. Aiba clinched his body forward each time he received a kick. He was already crying. Just 2 more kicks, Sho stopped. Aiba’s lips were already bleeding.
“Asshole!”
Sho grabbed Aiba up and pulled him into their bedroom. He threw Aiba on bed and pinned him hard. Sho then stripped Aiba, tearing his shirt and forcefully pulling his pants down. Aiba tried to fight back by holding onto his shirt, but Sho had weird strength when he was mad.
Once he was fully naked, Sho began kiss Aiba. Sho bit on his lips and forcefully pushed his tongue inside Aiba’s mouth, even Aiba tried hard to keep it closed. Sho licked his wet lips, before proceeding down to Aiba’s neck. He nuzzled it before licking and then bit hard on it everywhere.
Aiba wailed as he hit Sho’s body. But his punches were too weak to defend himself.
“Shut up!” Sho gave Aiba another slap before taking of his clothes and pants.
Aiba covered his mouth when he felt Sho’s mouth over his member.
“umm umm…” Aiba felt his hand wet with his tears.
Sho then withdrew his mouth and grabbed Aiba’s legs up. At the right moment, Aiba gave Sho a kick in his stomach and he crawled out of bed immediately. Though Aiba believed that the kick could give him some time to grab his clothing and ran, but Sho grabbed his leg and pulled him back. And then, another punch on his face to stop the man from moving.
He stared at the frightened man, and his eyes softened.
“Baby, I love you… I always love you… Don’t leave me…” He grabbed both legs up again, and slowly pushed it in.
Aiba screamed when he felt the sharp pain. Sho began to rock further in, and Aiba’s face were already all wet with sweats and tears.
“Masaki…” he plunged in deeper and faster. “I love you…”
“Ah…Ah…” Aiba covered his ears, not wanting to hear it.
It’s not real, it’s not real…
“I love you… Masaki”
Someone please stop him…
“I love you…”
Please!
A few more thrusts, and Sho came inside Aiba. He withdrew himself out and kissed Aiba’s wet cheeks softly. Yet, Aiba gave him a slap and pushed away, before grabbing his clothes and pants. Aiba wore his pants fast and left the house, leaving Sho on the bed.
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Aiba tried to run, but he couldn’t after all those pain that Sho had inflicted earlier. He staggered, with his arm pressing on his stomach.
Rain started falling and Aiba was the only on without a umbrella. He stood still, letting the rain washed his tears and blood away. Lucky that it was raining. He didn’t want anyone to see him crying.
“Ai…Aiba-chan?”
Someone called him, someone he knew. That voice…
“Aiba-chan… Why are you standing here in the middle of a rain?” he sheltered him with his umbrella.
“Oh-chan…”
“You are all wet! Let’s go…” Ohno grabbed him.
“Ouch…”
“Oh, I am sorry…” Ohno didn’t know that Aiba was hurt, badly.
Ohno held Aiba softly, as they walked slowly back to Ohno’s apartment. The house was well-furniture, and there were portrait drawn by Ohno that was hanging on the wall. Ohno brought Aiba to the sofa while he went to his room to get some towels. He came out with handful of towels, and Ohno helped to wipe Aiba dry. Since there were lights, the bruises on Aiba’s mouth and bite marks on his neck were shown clearly. His face was red and so as his eyes. Ohno was shocked to see Aiba in this state.
“What happened?” Ohno asked, as he wiped.
Aiba never want to mention about it. He remained silent.
Though Ohno wanted to know more, but since Aiba won’t want to talk about it, he didn’t continued. His heart hurt to see Aiba in pain, yet he couldn’t do anything. Aiba’s always smiling and joking in school. He never had a time when he’s crying or even in this state, where he was quiet.
It's Aiba’s laughter that Ohno love a lot. It’s Aiba’s presence that made him feel alive. And every time when Aiba smiled, Ohno’s heart would fluttered inside. Soon, he became aware of his feeling for Aiba, and finally fall in love with him. But he knew it was impossible, when Aiba mentioned about his boyfriend, and they were staying together. He felt thousands of needles, piercing through his heart.
“Oh-chan…can I used you bathroom. I felt so dirty…”
“Oh..Okay.. You can.. Need my help?”
Aiba shook his head as he limped to the bathroom. Ohno fall back on his sofa, resting his body.
Who could do that to Aiba… Ohno thoughts wondered to Aiba’s boyfriend. But Aiba love him a lot… He remembered that Aiba always mentioned that his boyfriend’s a sweet and caring guy. He met him in a cafe that Aiba was working as part time. His boyfriend was studying Economics and he’s really smart and rich too.
Aiba really love his boyfriend. He even said he never fell so crazy in love with someone like him. The words was so hurting when Ohno listened, yet he had to force himself to smile.
Aiba…
Suddenly, Ohno’s phone rang as he jolted a little. He looked at his phone and was surprised to see Aiba’s name.
“Hello?” He answered the phone call.
“Hello. This is Sakurai Sho, Aiba’s boyfriend. You must be Ohno-san.”
“Yea…” Ohno replied, as he remembered that he was Aiba’s lover. He sounded so decent and manly.
“Is Masaki with you?”
“Yea… He is currently taking a bath. Can I -“
“Great, tell me where do you live? I will come and fetch him home…”
Ohno had no time to react, “Erm, I will mail you my address…”
“Thanks Ohno-san… Bye!” He ended the call.
Ohno immediately typed his address and sent it to Sho. He then walked and stood outside the bathroom.
“Aiba-chan…Your boyfriend called me and he’s coming to fetch you home…”
Ohno waited for a reply but he could only hear water splashing. “Aiba-chan? Aiba-chan!” he knocked on the door. He was worried. “Aiba-chan!”
With a hard knock, the door opened, since Aiba didn’t locked it. Ohno found Aiba on the floor, trying to scrub his ass hard.
“Aiba-chan!” Ohno rushed to him and threw the scrub away. “What are you doing?”
“I’m dirty…” Aiba replied warily.
Ohno’s eyes widened when he saw more bruises on Aiba’s body and also fresh red marks, probably due to Aiba scrubbing himself too hard.
“You are clean now…”
“I am dirty…” he tried to reach for the scrub.
“Aiba!!” Ohno suddenly hugged him, tightly. “You are clean! You are not dirty!! "
Aiba remained silent for before crying in Ohno’s embrace.
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Aiba sat at the sofa, nervously. Ohno was always at Aiba’s side, holding his hands. Then suddenly, the bell rang. Ohno tried to release Aiba’s hands, but Aiba grabbed it, shaking his head.
“Oh-chan. Stay with me…” Aiba’s tears were brimming in his eyes.He knew it was him, he’s here. He could tell when he was pressing the bell many times.
“Aiba-chan….” Ohno wanted to stay with Aiba badly, but he knew he couldn’t. His lover was out there, waiting for him. “I’m sorry…”
He planted a kiss softly on Aiba’s forehead before releasing his hands away. He opened the door and as expected, his lover was here.
“Hi, Ohno-san. It’s nice to meet you…” Sho bowed a little when greeting Ohno. “Is Masaki in?”
“Ya, do you want to-“ Ohno was immediately pushed by Sho, as he tried to rush in.
“Masaki!” Sho hugged Aiba. “I was so worried, where have you been?”
Aiba said no words but cried in Sho’s hug. He wanted to push him away, but he couldn’t. He’s just stupidly in love with him. He needed someone to stop him, from giving in.
“Don’t run away from me…”
Aiba felt the hug tighter that he could hardly breathe. His tear just kept falling in Sho’s arms.
“Let’s go home.. I will clean your wounds.” Sho broke the hug and kissed Aiba’s forehead, replacing the kiss that Ohno gave earlier.
Aiba looked scared and Ohno could tell. That man, Aiba’s lover, must have did something to him. But they are so loving now.
Sho pulled Aiba up gently, as walked to Ohno who was at the door looking at them. “Thanks, Ohno-san.” Sho smiled before leaving.
Ohno wanted Aiba to stay, but what excuses could he use to keep him. He could only smiled and waved goodbye, hoping that Aiba would be better back home.
Aiba didn’t want to leave, he was afraid that Sho might hurt him again. He wanted to run back to the house again, but he couldn’t when he saw Ohno who was smiling at them, saying goodbye.
He turned his head, looking at Ohno closing his last hope away, before being forcefully pulled into the lift.
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A/N : Okay~ This is a random fanfic! I know~And it's angst! Haha~
Got this idea while watching TV about a lady being abused by his husband and yet, she kept giving in cause she love him. I think that guy suffered multi -personality! I pity that lady...
Well, the tile, i got it when i was thinking of hard for one and my sis came out of nowhere, singing " I am a prisoner of love, just a prisoner of love~". And i went 'Ah-huh! This should be the title!" Pretty lame right~! But somehow, this plot reminds me of Ryo in last friends. Haha~ Coincidence? Should be~
Please tell me your comment about this fic~ Thank you~!
PS:I probably need to beta this(cause i didn't use my brain well while writing this)~ who is willing?~
Pairing : Ohba (Ohno x Aiba), Sakuraiba
Genre: Angst, one-sided love, romance
Rating: NC-17
Summary: His fear is back, when he returned home late after school. Badly hurt, he seek for help but will he get help from him?
A/N: 2059 words which includes dark themes inside! Sort of my first one-shot angst fic.
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He dashed through the road once the green light flashed out. He jumped over the metal bars and ran as fast as he could. He accidentally stepped on a puddle of water, but that didn’t stop him. He ran with all his might.
He reached his destination after a 15 minutes run. He took the lift up, and heaved at the corner of the lift. He patted his chest, trying to calm his body. The lift door opened and, step by step, he walked out of the lift, clenching his fist.
Stupid, relax… he told himself.
He dug his keys in the bag. Standing in front of the door, his hands shook as pushed the keys in the keyhole.
Click.
The door opened. He hastened his steps in and smiled at the other man who was sitting at the sofa.
“I am back…”he walked. “Today’s photo shoot was terrible. Our school models can’t even strike a pose.”
“Masaki… welcome back”
Aiba walked to the kitchen and poured himself some water. He gulped the whole drink down, before going to his boyfriend. He hugged him from the back.
“I’m home, Sho…” he kissed his cheeks, yet the man remained emotionless.
Aiba sat beside his boyfriend, and rest his head on his sloppy shoulders.
“You are late, I waited for you.”
“I told you just now, the shoot just now was…” he looked at Sho, and something he feared was back.
“was?” Sho asked.
“was terrible.” Aiba smiled again, though it’s a little stiff.
“Are you sure? You are not with someone…” Sho slightly pushed Aiba’s head away.
“Sho, I am not with anyone except my crew.”
Sho stood up and grabbed Aiba’s bag that was on the coffee table. He opened it forcefully and poured everything out, his phone, his books, his mp3, his wallet, his sweater.
“What are you doing?” Aiba pulled his hands.
But the man was just kicking away the books and the sweater that was hiding the phone. Once he saw the phone, he picked it up and flipped it open. Immediately, he saw Aiba and his face as the wallpaper of the phone. However it didn’t stopped him from looking at his phone. He pressed on the buttons to read his messages.
“Sho!”
A tight slap swiped on Aiba’s face and Aiba fell on the floor. His face reddened immediately and it was painful when Aiba tried to touch it. He looked at Sho back, who was walking towards him. Aiba tried to move back, but his body was glued on the floor. Sho moved himself on top of Aiba bending and reaching his shirt and pulled him up slightly.
“What is this?”
It was a message that Ohno, a friend in the art school. Sho should know him, since Aiba had mentioned before, probably once.
“Thank you for the treat just now. I will treat you back soon.” Sho read the message out. “So you are hidden something behind me…”
“He is my friend from the art school. I told you before-“
Another slap across Aiba’s face. Aiba’s fear was back.
“So you are going to sleep with him soon?” Sho roared as he pulled Aiba closer to his face.
“No! I never say-“
“Didn’t I tell you not to flirt with anyone, huh? Why can’t you just listen to me!”
Sho pushed Aiba and then began to kick him in the stomach. Aiba clinched his body forward each time he received a kick. He was already crying. Just 2 more kicks, Sho stopped. Aiba’s lips were already bleeding.
“Asshole!”
Sho grabbed Aiba up and pulled him into their bedroom. He threw Aiba on bed and pinned him hard. Sho then stripped Aiba, tearing his shirt and forcefully pulling his pants down. Aiba tried to fight back by holding onto his shirt, but Sho had weird strength when he was mad.
Once he was fully naked, Sho began kiss Aiba. Sho bit on his lips and forcefully pushed his tongue inside Aiba’s mouth, even Aiba tried hard to keep it closed. Sho licked his wet lips, before proceeding down to Aiba’s neck. He nuzzled it before licking and then bit hard on it everywhere.
Aiba wailed as he hit Sho’s body. But his punches were too weak to defend himself.
“Shut up!” Sho gave Aiba another slap before taking of his clothes and pants.
Aiba covered his mouth when he felt Sho’s mouth over his member.
“umm umm…” Aiba felt his hand wet with his tears.
Sho then withdrew his mouth and grabbed Aiba’s legs up. At the right moment, Aiba gave Sho a kick in his stomach and he crawled out of bed immediately. Though Aiba believed that the kick could give him some time to grab his clothing and ran, but Sho grabbed his leg and pulled him back. And then, another punch on his face to stop the man from moving.
He stared at the frightened man, and his eyes softened.
“Baby, I love you… I always love you… Don’t leave me…” He grabbed both legs up again, and slowly pushed it in.
Aiba screamed when he felt the sharp pain. Sho began to rock further in, and Aiba’s face were already all wet with sweats and tears.
“Masaki…” he plunged in deeper and faster. “I love you…”
“Ah…Ah…” Aiba covered his ears, not wanting to hear it.
It’s not real, it’s not real…
“I love you… Masaki”
Someone please stop him…
“I love you…”
Please!
A few more thrusts, and Sho came inside Aiba. He withdrew himself out and kissed Aiba’s wet cheeks softly. Yet, Aiba gave him a slap and pushed away, before grabbing his clothes and pants. Aiba wore his pants fast and left the house, leaving Sho on the bed.
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Aiba tried to run, but he couldn’t after all those pain that Sho had inflicted earlier. He staggered, with his arm pressing on his stomach.
Rain started falling and Aiba was the only on without a umbrella. He stood still, letting the rain washed his tears and blood away. Lucky that it was raining. He didn’t want anyone to see him crying.
“Ai…Aiba-chan?”
Someone called him, someone he knew. That voice…
“Aiba-chan… Why are you standing here in the middle of a rain?” he sheltered him with his umbrella.
“Oh-chan…”
“You are all wet! Let’s go…” Ohno grabbed him.
“Ouch…”
“Oh, I am sorry…” Ohno didn’t know that Aiba was hurt, badly.
Ohno held Aiba softly, as they walked slowly back to Ohno’s apartment. The house was well-furniture, and there were portrait drawn by Ohno that was hanging on the wall. Ohno brought Aiba to the sofa while he went to his room to get some towels. He came out with handful of towels, and Ohno helped to wipe Aiba dry. Since there were lights, the bruises on Aiba’s mouth and bite marks on his neck were shown clearly. His face was red and so as his eyes. Ohno was shocked to see Aiba in this state.
“What happened?” Ohno asked, as he wiped.
Aiba never want to mention about it. He remained silent.
Though Ohno wanted to know more, but since Aiba won’t want to talk about it, he didn’t continued. His heart hurt to see Aiba in pain, yet he couldn’t do anything. Aiba’s always smiling and joking in school. He never had a time when he’s crying or even in this state, where he was quiet.
It's Aiba’s laughter that Ohno love a lot. It’s Aiba’s presence that made him feel alive. And every time when Aiba smiled, Ohno’s heart would fluttered inside. Soon, he became aware of his feeling for Aiba, and finally fall in love with him. But he knew it was impossible, when Aiba mentioned about his boyfriend, and they were staying together. He felt thousands of needles, piercing through his heart.
“Oh-chan…can I used you bathroom. I felt so dirty…”
“Oh..Okay.. You can.. Need my help?”
Aiba shook his head as he limped to the bathroom. Ohno fall back on his sofa, resting his body.
Who could do that to Aiba… Ohno thoughts wondered to Aiba’s boyfriend. But Aiba love him a lot… He remembered that Aiba always mentioned that his boyfriend’s a sweet and caring guy. He met him in a cafe that Aiba was working as part time. His boyfriend was studying Economics and he’s really smart and rich too.
Aiba really love his boyfriend. He even said he never fell so crazy in love with someone like him. The words was so hurting when Ohno listened, yet he had to force himself to smile.
Aiba…
Suddenly, Ohno’s phone rang as he jolted a little. He looked at his phone and was surprised to see Aiba’s name.
“Hello?” He answered the phone call.
“Hello. This is Sakurai Sho, Aiba’s boyfriend. You must be Ohno-san.”
“Yea…” Ohno replied, as he remembered that he was Aiba’s lover. He sounded so decent and manly.
“Is Masaki with you?”
“Yea… He is currently taking a bath. Can I -“
“Great, tell me where do you live? I will come and fetch him home…”
Ohno had no time to react, “Erm, I will mail you my address…”
“Thanks Ohno-san… Bye!” He ended the call.
Ohno immediately typed his address and sent it to Sho. He then walked and stood outside the bathroom.
“Aiba-chan…Your boyfriend called me and he’s coming to fetch you home…”
Ohno waited for a reply but he could only hear water splashing. “Aiba-chan? Aiba-chan!” he knocked on the door. He was worried. “Aiba-chan!”
With a hard knock, the door opened, since Aiba didn’t locked it. Ohno found Aiba on the floor, trying to scrub his ass hard.
“Aiba-chan!” Ohno rushed to him and threw the scrub away. “What are you doing?”
“I’m dirty…” Aiba replied warily.
Ohno’s eyes widened when he saw more bruises on Aiba’s body and also fresh red marks, probably due to Aiba scrubbing himself too hard.
“You are clean now…”
“I am dirty…” he tried to reach for the scrub.
“Aiba!!” Ohno suddenly hugged him, tightly. “You are clean! You are not dirty!! "
Aiba remained silent for before crying in Ohno’s embrace.
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Aiba sat at the sofa, nervously. Ohno was always at Aiba’s side, holding his hands. Then suddenly, the bell rang. Ohno tried to release Aiba’s hands, but Aiba grabbed it, shaking his head.
“Oh-chan. Stay with me…” Aiba’s tears were brimming in his eyes.He knew it was him, he’s here. He could tell when he was pressing the bell many times.
“Aiba-chan….” Ohno wanted to stay with Aiba badly, but he knew he couldn’t. His lover was out there, waiting for him. “I’m sorry…”
He planted a kiss softly on Aiba’s forehead before releasing his hands away. He opened the door and as expected, his lover was here.
“Hi, Ohno-san. It’s nice to meet you…” Sho bowed a little when greeting Ohno. “Is Masaki in?”
“Ya, do you want to-“ Ohno was immediately pushed by Sho, as he tried to rush in.
“Masaki!” Sho hugged Aiba. “I was so worried, where have you been?”
Aiba said no words but cried in Sho’s hug. He wanted to push him away, but he couldn’t. He’s just stupidly in love with him. He needed someone to stop him, from giving in.
“Don’t run away from me…”
Aiba felt the hug tighter that he could hardly breathe. His tear just kept falling in Sho’s arms.
“Let’s go home.. I will clean your wounds.” Sho broke the hug and kissed Aiba’s forehead, replacing the kiss that Ohno gave earlier.
Aiba looked scared and Ohno could tell. That man, Aiba’s lover, must have did something to him. But they are so loving now.
Sho pulled Aiba up gently, as walked to Ohno who was at the door looking at them. “Thanks, Ohno-san.” Sho smiled before leaving.
Ohno wanted Aiba to stay, but what excuses could he use to keep him. He could only smiled and waved goodbye, hoping that Aiba would be better back home.
Aiba didn’t want to leave, he was afraid that Sho might hurt him again. He wanted to run back to the house again, but he couldn’t when he saw Ohno who was smiling at them, saying goodbye.
He turned his head, looking at Ohno closing his last hope away, before being forcefully pulled into the lift.
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A/N : Okay~ This is a random fanfic! I know~And it's angst! Haha~
Got this idea while watching TV about a lady being abused by his husband and yet, she kept giving in cause she love him. I think that guy suffered multi -personality! I pity that lady...
Well, the tile, i got it when i was thinking of hard for one and my sis came out of nowhere, singing " I am a prisoner of love, just a prisoner of love~". And i went 'Ah-huh! This should be the title!" Pretty lame right~! But somehow, this plot reminds me of Ryo in last friends. Haha~ Coincidence? Should be~
Please tell me your comment about this fic~ Thank you~!
PS:I probably need to beta this(cause i didn't use my brain well while writing this)~ who is willing?~