Something I Realized

[tenshi]

I'm too afraid to have any of my RL friends (except for pobe) know about my journal. Mainly because if they go back & read past entries, they'll know just how sdepressed I tend to get. Also, if they look hard enough, they'll find out all the things about my past that I try not to bring up. I mention this because when I went to Al's house last night, I

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[kawaiinochan]

FAIL ... youre worth worrying about, no matter what youre state.

Dont mean to be harsh ... its just one of those facts, eh?

[tenshi]

I just posted this like 5 minutes ago. U R STALKERZ!

... But thanks ^_^

[kawaiinochan]

I did in the midst of rain and hail, too (turns out we have a severe thunderstorm watch the next hour or so) ... so feel special! =)

[yxunomei]

Ah you and I are a lot a like really. I have a journal so I can post things and rant there over ranting at people and having them feel sorry or come to find that they don't even care about what I say -.-;

Heck I don't even let my husband read my journal. Not like I need him to feel sorry for me. This whole deal with Emma rips me up as you know, but I sit here with a smile everyday as though it doesn't bug me knowing what she is doing or saying. No point in letting him or anyone else get in the middle of it.

It more like...I rather just vent it out here, get up and smile and go on with my day without being asked if I'm alright or whatever.

To be honest at least with me I rather not have someone tell me they need me and then dump me off (aka Emma). I don't care much for being used by people...then again what else are you going to do? that just how people are :(

However, I've known you for a few years now? 1-2 years I think now. In my book you matter to me :)