Smile as if Nothing Happened

[tenshibattosai]

Sorry I haven't been posting much, I'm just going through a tough spot right now, I guess. Papers are due left and right, and my parents are yet again planning their divorce. I don't know, I think I'd rather they just break up now, honestly. I can't handle their constantly changing decisions, and I think it's so much harder just not knowing if they

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[da_spida]

Do you have IM? I maybe on at random times but when I am on I'll leave my IM open. I have a habbit of staying up past mid-night so if you ever want to talk. My IM name tags are in my LJ user info page.

Or if you want we can exchange phone numbers, I really wanna talk to you and catch up on old times.

[tenshibattosai]

Haha, IM? I think I have one from a long time ago. I'll go check. Haven't spoken to you in so long :)

[ijiified]

Hey! I know I just write fics and you comment, but I just wanna say hey! Keep fighting! Life probably sucks right now, and everything is probably really stressful, so just lay back, chill out, and focus on what you can do. Work on what you feel is most important to what you want.

If it's something in the past, you've thought about it, but it's time to let it go now. You lost a phone. It sucks. Now you're gonna have to get a new one, maybe a less cool one. That's it. No more, no less. Dwelling on things and stressing out is a thing we tend to do as humans, but try not to.

When it feels too overwhelming, too crazy, don't be afraid to just tell yourself that you can do it, and remind yourself that your just starting your life, really. No matter what, about a million more happy times and sad times and THINGS are gonna come and go your way, yeah?

:) I've been really stressed out too, and I know how nice it is to hear encouragement from people. Sorry if I word dumped here.

<3 In summary: Just try your best now at what you can do! Be

[tenshibattosai]

Awwe thanks! It's just gotten very stressful around here, and just when I think it can't get any worse, life just decides to dump more on me. Just how it tends to be, ne? Haha ~

And the phone... it alternates between people telling me it was my fault, and people telling me it wasn't, and the people telling me it was /and/ making me feel worse about it. (And it was my fault, and a very stupid, embarassing thing. Don't know what came over me. *sigh*)

And you didn't word dump! I'm actually very appreciative of this, especially since I've spent the last few days being very unstable. (I'm pretty sure I"m not stable now, either, but if I'm feeling happy now, I'm not complaining. :)

I hope it does! &hearts