your mom.....
...why did i just title it your mom?...i have no clue...v_v
Random things have been happening in my life of late. I got a job at the costume shop thanks to missy's cute irking on to her boss and such. So this job is going to be lots of fun...and i'm finding out that sewing is both interesting and semi-challenging....well to make things properly that is. I found out a while back that the way i had first been taught had many flaws to it. So i call missy Sensei in the sewing department.
Club happenings are starting to run well...there are still a few bumps here and there...but with the constitution all written and done properly. I was able to focus on making binders for officers and giving them their proper titles and proper officer descriptions. In a couple days Anime Dreamer will be a part of the CLC Activities fair and we will get out much advertising. I've been very impressed and proud of my fellow members and their awesome abilities at making advertising fliers for the club. So far I haven't seen one that i dissaprove of...and I don't think I ever will. Missy and are starting to talk about a Halloween party...and the possibilities of it and who would have to do what. ^_^ hopefully it will work out because that would be something grand to look forward to. Now that I've focused on the major officers I'm going to start focusing on informing the anime librarian and web designer as to what they need to be doing...so they can actually get their jobs in gear.
Of course you notice i've been hanging out with missy alot. ^_^...i hope she doesn't feel like i'm using her....I know a friendship is truly just knowing that you can just hang out with a person..and be comfortable with them and understand that they'll listen to anything you need to ramble about with open ears and eyes and heart. Being around all these people at the club meetings...I'm starting to understand just how important it truly is to support your friends and make them feel wanted. Truly my fortune cookie was correct when it said that "Friends are so easy to gain yet difficult to keep". And then I cursed Angela for the fact that I kept getting damn friendship fortunes. heh...
Ben is starting to warm up and come out of his "cave" i feel...i know he probably has just been having difficulties and miscommunications with us. So i have no problem with that...I just hope that he doesn't feel like we're trying to oppress him....I really do enjoy his company matter of fact. ^_^ I hope he understands that he has nothing to fear with all of us...and that he can speak his mind even if I may get grouchy and say something silly...I'll always come back and beg forgiveness afterward.
Joan and Joanna....they both seem like they fit perfectly together. I can tell that they need each other and that they fit perfectly together. ^_^...I think it's adorable. They have so much in common and each admire each other for set certain things. I love observing friends and just noticing the small things that make each of them unique to this world. I can just sit down with them and laugh and make fun of silly things and feel at ease. Joan has this amazing way of just saying things you never expect her to say..and then I sit down and think "well damn..i'm glad she says those things...she should feel like she can't say them cuz of her pink front she's put up"...I may act surprized....but secretly when I bring it up to her face...I'm really amused (but not in a bad way). And Joanna....is possibly one of the most interesting people i've ever met. She has the most unique mind processing..and no matter how much she wants to be a boy...I catch her doing some of the most adorable chibi-ish girl things in the world. Oop...Hope I didn't make her glare at the computer when she read this...*sweatdrop*
All my other friends...I come by in chance meetings....I always see good in everyone I meet...no matter how I may act silly sometimes...and jump to conclusions...or the fact that I just god damn talk too much....I appreciate everything everyone does for me.
And this entry that Missy just posted. I don't think I can be more proud of her as Vice president...as a Friend...as a Person....She had to speak her mind about the subject....and She did it perfectly. She didn't start swearing or go off on a wing. She stated everything more perfect that I could have hoped to state myself. The person is question she talks of....I have not the patience as Missy and probably everyone else does. She has hurt me....that is one thing I can deal with silently..but the fact that she has hurt my friends over and over....walked over everyone shamelessly...and then sat there blank to the world and what she has done....I just cannot understand it. I never will understand it. She does need help...we all agree on that. We all think she is handicapped...and yet we all think it is sad that she's never going to lean back and realise just what is wrong with her. She's just going to bounce from one group of friends to another...and she's never going to be happy with them or herself ultimately. The front she puts up is just silly and immature. Petty jabs here and there no longer affect me...or affect any of us. The more she says...the more we pity her for being handicapped. I was never angry at her directly....I was always angry at the fact she couldn't understand what was wrong...and that fact that she thought we had to lay it all out for her on a golden dish. And so...I stopped using my precious time on trying to do all of it. I can remember the exact moment I stopped caring about her....and I have no regrets whatsoever. All I can hope for is that one day...she will become a mature woman and recognize her downfalls....recognize all that needs to be fixed...and be brave enough to admit that she has a problem and attempt to fix it whatever it takes.
As missy says in the end....She knows who her friends are...I know who my friends are....and my friends definately know they are loved. Whatever it takes I will continue to protect anyone I care about...no matter how viscious I have to be or what cliff I have to leap. I will take on the world to just make sure the people I care about can feel comfortable...well I babble on endlessly now.
*glomps everyone* You're all amazing people. ^_^
Random things have been happening in my life of late. I got a job at the costume shop thanks to missy's cute irking on to her boss and such. So this job is going to be lots of fun...and i'm finding out that sewing is both interesting and semi-challenging....well to make things properly that is. I found out a while back that the way i had first been taught had many flaws to it. So i call missy Sensei in the sewing department.
Club happenings are starting to run well...there are still a few bumps here and there...but with the constitution all written and done properly. I was able to focus on making binders for officers and giving them their proper titles and proper officer descriptions. In a couple days Anime Dreamer will be a part of the CLC Activities fair and we will get out much advertising. I've been very impressed and proud of my fellow members and their awesome abilities at making advertising fliers for the club. So far I haven't seen one that i dissaprove of...and I don't think I ever will. Missy and are starting to talk about a Halloween party...and the possibilities of it and who would have to do what. ^_^ hopefully it will work out because that would be something grand to look forward to. Now that I've focused on the major officers I'm going to start focusing on informing the anime librarian and web designer as to what they need to be doing...so they can actually get their jobs in gear.
Of course you notice i've been hanging out with missy alot. ^_^...i hope she doesn't feel like i'm using her....I know a friendship is truly just knowing that you can just hang out with a person..and be comfortable with them and understand that they'll listen to anything you need to ramble about with open ears and eyes and heart. Being around all these people at the club meetings...I'm starting to understand just how important it truly is to support your friends and make them feel wanted. Truly my fortune cookie was correct when it said that "Friends are so easy to gain yet difficult to keep". And then I cursed Angela for the fact that I kept getting damn friendship fortunes. heh...
Ben is starting to warm up and come out of his "cave" i feel...i know he probably has just been having difficulties and miscommunications with us. So i have no problem with that...I just hope that he doesn't feel like we're trying to oppress him....I really do enjoy his company matter of fact. ^_^ I hope he understands that he has nothing to fear with all of us...and that he can speak his mind even if I may get grouchy and say something silly...I'll always come back and beg forgiveness afterward.
Joan and Joanna....they both seem like they fit perfectly together. I can tell that they need each other and that they fit perfectly together. ^_^...I think it's adorable. They have so much in common and each admire each other for set certain things. I love observing friends and just noticing the small things that make each of them unique to this world. I can just sit down with them and laugh and make fun of silly things and feel at ease. Joan has this amazing way of just saying things you never expect her to say..and then I sit down and think "well damn..i'm glad she says those things...she should feel like she can't say them cuz of her pink front she's put up"...I may act surprized....but secretly when I bring it up to her face...I'm really amused (but not in a bad way). And Joanna....is possibly one of the most interesting people i've ever met. She has the most unique mind processing..and no matter how much she wants to be a boy...I catch her doing some of the most adorable chibi-ish girl things in the world. Oop...Hope I didn't make her glare at the computer when she read this...*sweatdrop*
All my other friends...I come by in chance meetings....I always see good in everyone I meet...no matter how I may act silly sometimes...and jump to conclusions...or the fact that I just god damn talk too much....I appreciate everything everyone does for me.
And this entry that Missy just posted. I don't think I can be more proud of her as Vice president...as a Friend...as a Person....She had to speak her mind about the subject....and She did it perfectly. She didn't start swearing or go off on a wing. She stated everything more perfect that I could have hoped to state myself. The person is question she talks of....I have not the patience as Missy and probably everyone else does. She has hurt me....that is one thing I can deal with silently..but the fact that she has hurt my friends over and over....walked over everyone shamelessly...and then sat there blank to the world and what she has done....I just cannot understand it. I never will understand it. She does need help...we all agree on that. We all think she is handicapped...and yet we all think it is sad that she's never going to lean back and realise just what is wrong with her. She's just going to bounce from one group of friends to another...and she's never going to be happy with them or herself ultimately. The front she puts up is just silly and immature. Petty jabs here and there no longer affect me...or affect any of us. The more she says...the more we pity her for being handicapped. I was never angry at her directly....I was always angry at the fact she couldn't understand what was wrong...and that fact that she thought we had to lay it all out for her on a golden dish. And so...I stopped using my precious time on trying to do all of it. I can remember the exact moment I stopped caring about her....and I have no regrets whatsoever. All I can hope for is that one day...she will become a mature woman and recognize her downfalls....recognize all that needs to be fixed...and be brave enough to admit that she has a problem and attempt to fix it whatever it takes.
As missy says in the end....She knows who her friends are...I know who my friends are....and my friends definately know they are loved. Whatever it takes I will continue to protect anyone I care about...no matter how viscious I have to be or what cliff I have to leap. I will take on the world to just make sure the people I care about can feel comfortable...well I babble on endlessly now.
*glomps everyone* You're all amazing people. ^_^