Song Drabbles "Eyes On Me" Part B
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer
It's another of Henry's performance on the stage as violin player with Super Junior. He was the cameo in their video "Don't Don", so he will play violin as well in the middle of the song. But the reaction from the fans? A cruel chant "ONLY 13!" during his appearance.
After the performance, Henry could only sit in the corner silently. Even consolation from Leeteuk and Hankyung didn't make his mood better. He kept silent during the way home to the dorm. When they reached the dorm, Zhou Mi was waiting for them. He hugged the members one by one. When he hugged Henry, he whispered, "You did great!"
Henry released the hug and silently walked to his room. He fell to his bed and started crying. He didn't notice that Zhou Mi was entering his room. "Henry, are you crying?" Zhou Mi asked.
Henry sat up and didn't bother to wiped his tears. "You know what, Ge? All I did was playing my violin and then... they started the chant! I tried to ignore it, but I can't!" said Henry with shaky voice. He stated to sob again. Zhou Mi pulled the young boy and hugged him.
"Don't hold it. Let it all out," whispered Zhou Mi. Henry clutched Zhou Mi's shirt and cried silently. Zhou Mi stroke Henry's hair. When he felt Henry can control his crying, he said, "It's hard for both of us, you know. They resists our addition, even only for sub group."
Henry pulled himself and stared at Zhou Mi. "They just only begun, Henry. I'm sure that in every Don't Don performances you will hear that chant again," said Zhou Mi firmly. Henry looked uncomfortable with Zhou Mi's word.
"I didn't mean to scared you about this. But I want you to be prepare. It's very hard, I know. Show them, those chant only make you stronger, not otherwise," said Zhou Mi again. "But can I do that? I mean, you weren't there when they sang it," said Henry. Zhou Mi sighed. "Never show your weakness in front of them. You can cry backstage but NEVER in front of them!" answered Zhou Mi.
"What do you mean?" asked Henry again. "Play your violin beautifully. Just put it in your mind your violin only. Block all noises. Only hear your violin. Not everything else. You got that?" said Zhou Mi. Henry nodded.
"It sounds cruel. But it's the reality we have to face. But I'm sure our time will come. Just wait, my precious Didi," said Zhou Mi with assuring smile. Henry nodded again. Zhou Mi patted his shoulder and walk out the room.
Henry took his violin and slept with it. He held it tighter and silently agreed with all Zhou Mi's words.
***
So let me come to you
Close as I want to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
Kyuhyun always come to the park after office hours. Well, he need a refreshment after spending 8 hours working in front of computer. As a programmer, his job required him to be computer's best friend. That's why he always came to the park to seek fresh air.
He finally arrived at the park. He went to his favourite spot, a bench under the tree. He took his book and started to read. He was so into the story and didn't realize someone's approached his spot.
"Excuse me?"
Kyuhyun raised his head and saw the biggest smile he ever saw. He was struck for a moment. "Y-yes? May I help you?" asked Kyuhyun. The stranger smiled to Kyuhyun. "I hope I didn't bother you. But may I sit down?" asked the stranger. Kyuhyun nodded and motioned him to his side. The stranger sat down and put a little briefcase in his lap.
"Since last week, I've painted here and took several objects. I must say for the past 3 days you were one of my objects. Oh I'm Zhou Mi by the way," said the man named Zhou Mi. Kyuhyun didn't know what to say because apparently this man love to talk. He watched as Zhou Mi drew out a sketch book from the briefcase and handed to Kyuhyun.
"There are 3 pictures of you. I thought I should give it to you. I tried to captured your feeling those days. Hope it's the right feeling," said Zhou Mi while he flipped the page. Kyuhyun saw it and examined the date in each picture.
The first picture, Kyuhyun sat on the same bench, wore headphones and played PSP. Red was the dominant colour. He remember, that day he just received his assignment. To prepared himself, he came to the park and spent 1 hour to play because he knew his assignment won't let him to play his game.
The second picture, Kyuhyun still sat on the bench but this time he noticed that his eyes were closed. Grey colour dominated the picture. Yeah, it was stressful day because of the deadline. So Kyuhyun took the chance went to his park and cleared his mind before returned to his assignment.
The last picture was very bright. Kyuhyun sat on the bench with a cup of coffee, smiled. The date indicated that day was the happy day for Kyuhyun because he finished his job, did a presentation and got praised by his work. So he congratulated himself with a cup of coffee and enjoy the sight of the park.
"As a stranger, you knew my feeling very well!" said Kyuhyun with bright smile. "Really? Thank you. I appreciate that," said Zhou Mi. He stood up.
"I have to go. Nice to meet you. You can keep the pictures," said Zhou Mi. Kyuhyun saw the pictures once again. Suddenly he stood up and called, "Zhou Mi-sshi!"
Zhou Mi heard the call and turn around. "Can I see you tomorrow? I'm Kyuhyun and thank you for the pictures," said Kyuhyun. "You know where to find me... Kyuhyun," answered Zhou Mi with a bright smile. He bowed a little then he continued to walk.
Kyuhyun's day at the park will never be the same again.
***
And stay there as I whisper
How I love your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you?
The first thing that made Siwon attracted to Kibum was his eyes. Although the other member said Kibum had a killer smile, but for Siwon it's the eyes. His eyes were sharp, focus and, at the same time, full of love.
That's why Siwon always tried to get closer with the owner of that beautiful eyes. But it seems hard since Kibum is a quiet person. For Siwon, as long as he can see that soothing eyes, it's more than enough.
The first thing that made Kibum attracted to Siwon was his eyes. Although the other members said his gestures was his strength, to Kibum the real strength of Siwon lies on the eyes. He felt the warmth and love from the older's eyes.
Kibum noticed, everytime Siwon talked to other person, he always see straight to the eyes as a sign that the other person got Siwon's attention. Kibum couldn't stand the eyes. That's why he always tried to avoid having conversation with the older one.
But that fateful day finally came. Among any other day, that fateful day happened to be in Full House filming. The English Lesson.
The teacher asked member to practiced "You are so gorgeous" line. Siwon paired with Kibum. Both of them were startled at first. But for the sake of filming, they have to do it. So Kibum put a blonde wig, took a deep breath and faced Siwon.
Siwon looked at Kibum's and couldn't help to think that Kibum in blonde very attractive. Not to mention his shy eyes because he acted as a girl. When the teacher gave the cue, both of them started to act.
When Siwon finally said the line, he said it with all his feelings. Hoped that Kibum will notice his true feeling. When Kibum acted shy, he was shy when heard the line.
Kibum didn't dare to looked directly to Siwon's eyes. While Siwon tried to looked at Kibum's eyes. Other members was laughing with their act. Both Kibum and Siwon also laughed. But what other members and the camera didn't see, Siwon held Kibum's hand tightly and acted like nothing happened between them.
***
Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
Heechul sat in the once occupied room. He looked at his surrounding. Heechul can't help to wonder, how many time he cried alone in this room. How many stories did this wall heard from him?
Heechul sighed. For almost 6 years he lived with Hankyung, he thought that he knew everything about the Chinese guy. But he was wrong. He knew nothing at all. The last thing he remembered from his last conversation with Hankyung was a big fight.
Heechul had a fight with Hankyung before his departure to Taiwan for Super Junior M activities. He scolded Hankyung. “Why it so hard for you to contact me?” Heechul asked. Hankyung stopped his packing and glared back to Heechul. “You think I did it in purpose? You know how busy our schedule there! Interview here, variety show over there!” said Hankyung with high voice.
“Well at least send a message before you sleep or when you’re in a car. How hard is that?” said Heechul. That words snapped Hankyung. “Do you know how tired I am? I have 6 people under my care! I’m their leader, for God’s sake! Who will take care of them! Gosh, from all the people in the world, I thought you knew it better,” said Hankyung. He continued his packing. Finally he finished.
Heechul couldn’t take it any longer. “I know you’re the leader! That’s why I want you to tell me everything! Why I felt you purposely pull yourself away from me!” said Heechul. Hankyung sighed and looked at Heechul. “I’m late. We’re late. I have to go now,” said Hankyung. He dragged his last suitcase and walked out of the room. Heechul stopped him. “You won’t do anything stupid, right?” asked Heechul. His voice almost cracked.
Hankyung didn’t look back. He released Heechul’s arm and walked out of the room without looking back. Heechul felt pain in his heart. He followed Hankyung and hugged the Chinese man from the back. “I love you so much,” whispered Heechul. Hankyung took a deep breath. He didn’t say a word. He squeezed Heechul’s hand and softly released the hug. He walked out the door.
Heechul regretted what happen that day. That was the last time he saw Hankyung. Because few days later Hankyung filed a lawsuit and went back to China. He was devastated. He often wondered whether Hankyung really love him. If he really loved Heechul, why he kept everything to himself?
Heechul sat up and looked at his watch. It's time for him to go to his radio schedule. He walked out the room, took his bag and glanced to the closed door. Heechul smiled bitterly before he walked out the dorm.
Later, in his radio show, he received a package contain Hankyung's new album. He proudly showed it to the camera what he's doing.
***
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming
It’s already 11 PM when Siwon finished his work. He finished his presentation for next day meeting. Finally, he can go home. He packed his things, took his car key and off to parking lot. Once he arrived at the parking lot, he entered his car and drove out the building. He would go straight to home, if his stomach not growled angrily. Siwon sighed and decided to went to his favourite 24-hours restaurant, Suju Burgers.
He smiled to himself before he directed his car to drive-through area. Suju Burgers became his favourite restaurant because this restaurant opens for 24-hours and provided great taste of burger. Every staff in Suju Burgers also knew him already since he's one of the regular customer.
"Good evening! Welcome to Suju Burgers. I'm Hankyung, may I help you?" said the voice behind intercom. "Hankyung-sshi, it's me Siwon," said Siwon. "Ah Siwon-sshi! The usual one?" asked Hankyung again. "Yes, please," answered Siwon.
"Okay. Your order is one Cheese Burger with extra pickle, one medium ice lemon tea, and one medium French Fries. Is that right?" Hankyung repeated the order. "Yup!" said Siwon. "Please proceed to the cashier and thank you for your order at Suju Burger," said Hankyung.
Siwon drove his car to the cashier. He waited about 2 minutes until one of the staff came with his order. "Siwon-sshi, here's your order," said Hankyung handed over the order. Siwon accepted it and gave Hankyung the money. "Thank you, Hankyung-sshi. Keep the change," Siwon smiled. "Well thank you. Have a safe trip!" said Hankyung. Siwon smiled and nodded. He waved to Hankyung and drove.
Hankyung watched the car until he didn't see it again. He sighed. Although only for 15 minutes, he cherished the moment when he can see Siwon and talk to him. Even they talked through the intercom. Hankyung didn't dare to dream of him. He's just a waiter and Siwon seems out of his reach. With that thought, he came back to his spot, waiting another order.
Meanwhile, Siwon took a glance from rearview. He smiled to himself. Although only for 15 minutes, he enjoyed Hankyung's companion. The first time he heard the voice, he fell instantly to the voice. From their intense interaction, he fell to the owner, Hankyung. He wondered what Hankyung thought about Siwon. Can both of them have a chance in the future? Siwon really hoped for it. With that thought, he took the burger, opened the wrap and ate the burger. He'll definitely cameback to Suju Burgers.