Something inside of me is broken

[tenticklesexxx]

Does the medication fix it? who the fuck knows. all I know is that I WANT TO FIX IT MYSELF. I want to undo the horrors that have been inflicted upon me with my own hands and heal myself but that's something that will take my whole life. I don't even think it's really possible at all

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[batness]

o_o Bethy, love, what's wrong...?
Are you really like, literally ill? Please don't die on me. Your existence alone keeps me drawing and creating....I think of you a lot, even. Please don't leave anyone.....

Anyway. *cough* I know what it's like to feel broken. And to feel like sometimes it's better to just give in and be "normal" and "cured." But I dunno; I've been happier *really* since I stopped doing that crap. I just don't know.....

But I do know you're awesome and beautiful and smart and lovely.
If you ever need to whine, talk to me. <3

[tenticklesexxx]

no, I'm not ill like cancer or aids ill, I'm just depressed and having horrible moods.. I'm not leaving anyone. <3 don't worry I'm feeling alot better... I just neede to vent.

[vitaminviolet]

Don't worry don't worry just don't worry okay. You can rise above all this, I've always seen this huge STRENGTH in you (I hope this doesn't sound stupid) but yeah, you can make things better, you can.

[tenticklesexxx]

<3 agh don't worry about me... sometimes I just need to get things out. I'm feeling alot better now and things have been going better. I'm glad you think of me as a strong person... it's really nice to hear that.