I don't really have anything to complain about. At all ( Read more... )

It's usually in my nature to be super, ultra paranoid when I find myself this happy. I'm not exactly proud of it. But I get fearful and suspicious that everything is just Too Good and life will surely come crashing down sooner rather than later ( Read more... )

I'm no closer to being a proper cartoonist than I was when I was nineteen. Fuck, I'm no closer to -anything- than I was at nineteen ( Read more... )

Where to begin? What to say? I lack the words. As evident by me wiping them away some four times now with the lovely Backspace key ( Read more... )

I am so very proud of my EXR friends. I did not at all anticipate clearing so many of our goals in one night. Next week we may finally reach our goal. As much as I am proud to work alongside them and of how well we did tonight; I admit I am somewhat ashamed of my lack of faith. I'm happy to have my doubts shattered. I would like to think that I am ( Read more... )

The other party involved in my dilemma won't be causing me trouble any more. Apparently I have been safe for like two days but slow news is slow and just got to me ( Read more... )

I realized today suddenly that I haven't really eaten a solid meal in a few days so I decided to sit down and actually eat something of substance. Stress is stressful and all that ( Read more... )

I lost a big chunk of today (yesterday at this point) to my high school girlfriend teasing me. I am ashamed of how easily I can fall to a couple sexually charged lines. I know she doesn't want me. I know even if she did that it would be a terrible route to take. But damn it feels so great just to have the illusion of being desired ( Read more... )

We're down to The Fated Hour and there isn't any going back. Ominous ( Read more... )

I left for Luray. Partly because I needed a change of scenery and partly because I was at risk of being sent to a doctor which is something I fear ( Read more... )