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[tequiliaice]

How many times do you have to hate yourself to tears in one month's time before you do something about yourself? Am I abusing myself? Am I abusing Ben? I reject him for sex, I don't respect his wishes, I blatantly do stuff that he has asked me not to, I hurt him verbally... why would anyone stay in this relationship? If I make him so miserable

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[madfuzziness]

Honey, if you wanna talk....

[tamarind81]

Don't beat yourself up over these kind of things. Just take each thing one at a time and try to fix it. Marriage is hard work. So just count your lucky stars that you're dealing with stuff like this before you get married. Being an artist is rarely easy . . .