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[terahbyte]

Why in the world am I here?I have no friggin idea sometimes. I push people away, I cause conflict, I act irrationally, I take people for granted and it's my fault. So why am I here? To ruin things? It's so dumb sometimes

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I DO believe

[listeningtalker]

I believe that we do have some control over our lives. I would find difficulty in continuing if I thought that I had no control. I do accept that I do not have complete control as there are a multitude of things that you, nor I, have the ability to. Some things will happen regardless, however, I also believe that you dictate the way you live your life--reacting the way you do to the things you can control, to me, is what separates us all.

Re: I DO believe

[beautiful83087]

Just a friend of your previous noter...thought maybe I'd try to help. About a week and a half ago...May 1st to be exact, I realized that I cannot control everything in my life...You see, I, too, used to always want complete control over everything. I got a very rude wake-up call on that night. I was in a pretty nasty car accident that left me with a broken knee and a cracked sternum. Well, let me back up for a moment, before my accident, I was a very independent person and I like I said, I wanted complete control of my life...or "the kingdom of me". Since my accident, there are a lot of things I cannot do on my own...and a lot of the time, that makes me SO frustrated. I can't have complete control and I can't be COMPLETELY independent right now. I had a lot of bad things happen right before my wreck, but I still insisted on having control...and that got really stressful. It wasn't until I absolutely had NO control that I realized that I can't have COMPLETE control. I guess basically what I'm saying is..you just have to roll with the

Re: I DO believe

[terahbyte]

Let me just clarify....I am perfectly fine. That entry was just blowing steam and "being a girl". Thanks for your concern.