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Nov 19, 2007 20:07

i don't know what to do. i feel sad, but long to feel happy. when i'm happy i feel sick with myself. when i'm alone i want to be with others and when i'm with others i want to be alone. thanksgiving is in a couple of days and i have the day off, i should be glad, but i'm not. i don't want to go home, but at the same time i do. i want to see my ( Read more... )

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hindisaddiamond November 20 2007, 16:25:44 UTC
you are most definitely not a whiny brat. I think there would be something wrong if you felt like a robot. It's a complicated situation that is filled with things that make you happy, things that make you angry, and things that make you feel sad. I know that this holiday season will be filled with contradictions and never the same or maybe never as special as it has been in the past. It will be different, and I know that it will be hard, but I know that you will heal, and it will make you stronger. New things will happen, you will create new memories with Trent and your family and your future friends and families who are just waiting in the wings ready to make an appearance. The future is filled with opportunities for you to honor your father, continue traditions, start your own traditions and meet people who will make you happy. Looking back in a year, or two years or five years or whatever, you will notice a change in feelings and it will get better. I know I'm just an optimistic girl who has never experienced tragedy, but of the ( ... )

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