These past couple years have been some of the best and some of the worst years of my life. You came and you went and throughout the entire time I never once doubted my feelings for you. I never in my wildest dreams thought I could ever feel this way about someone without them feeling it back, but alas here we are. Tell me you don't feel this way. Tell me I don't feel your eyes on me. Tell me that there is nothing between us. For so long I thought maybe, just maybe, but then she came. You broke my heart. You broke my fucking heart and I find it impossible for you not to have realized it. You tell me all the time that you don't love her that you don't even like her, but you continue to call her yours. WHY CAN'T I BE YOURS? You are forever mine. Completely, absolutely, wholly my own. I loved you even when you were a complete asshole to me. When you forgot my name, when you ignored me. And now things are different. We talk, a lot actually. We have so much in common in almost scares me to think I have found you at such a young age. When I
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I watched you sleep the other night. I thought it was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. You, there, among all of your pillows. So quiet with the slightest smile on your face. I could have lay there forever. I could have been near you like that for all of eternity. Wishing that I could just lay one hand on you. Stroke your hair and make you feel alright. When you sleep we don't fight. When you sleep I am not ignored. When you sleep and when I sleep beside you things are all better inside. I used your pillow that night. I could still smell you on it. Sleeping and having you feel so close to me made me the happiest girl alive. You were always the one for me and you always will be. I hope now that this has come to pass you realize it. I love you and I am here for you. Always and forever.
i love you. and i can see every bit of my future with you. i just want things to happen NOW. im so excited and i cannot wait. i cannot wait until we can all be free and happy and you and i can live together. i love you.
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I watched you sleep the other night. I thought it was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. You, there, among all of your pillows. So quiet with the slightest smile on your face. I could have lay there forever. I could have been near you like that for all of eternity. Wishing that I could just lay one hand on you. Stroke your hair and make you feel alright. When you sleep we don't fight. When you sleep I am not ignored. When you sleep and when I sleep beside you things are all better inside. I used your pillow that night. I could still smell you on it. Sleeping and having you feel so close to me made me the happiest girl alive. You were always the one for me and you always will be. I hope now that this has come to pass you realize it. I love you and I am here for you. Always and forever.
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i take that back, it does hurt.
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