i cant get this concept out of my head, why is it so abnormal to see myself like this? why is it everytime i get the picture of you in my head i mentally break down? i never thought i could hurt so bad in so many ways. everything is crumbling around me.

hurt, destroyed, crushed, scattered, scared, alone....

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PROBLEMS:

~need more dependency on me, like it was
~I will always choose deal with it, so no matter what I do I have to suck it up
~I need more independency even though it’s not that much
~more decisiveness
~I give up I want you to want me back.

fuck.

i feel .... i dont know how i feel.

what is wrong with me?

im so fucking useless.

S Smooth
E Eccentric
R Radiant
A Awkward
J Jealous

j for jealous wow that sucks THANKS ACRONYM GENERATOR!

haha, there is one person who knows my love is indeed "unique"

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