A note to the readers who have been pestering me to update immediately...

Jan 12, 2011 14:10


So...I'm on academic probation.


So what? Well, it's because I haven't spent enough time on my academics. To the people out there, being an art student means being a college student, no difference there. What's more, the Academy is not a place where I can easily just draw and paint and be lazy. No, I am demanded homework EVERY DAMN DAY, and I cannot fail to do so because I am short on time already (my doctor forces me to come back to San Jose to see her every week or so, because she thinks I need it DDD:), and yet I'm too busy writing UtES and AUR and the others. It's because I haven't been paying enough attention to my academics that I am now far behind every one of my peers. It's partially because I have been trying to satisfy everyone's demands for me to finish the fanfic up "as soon as possible" that I am now in this stage.

For every one of my readers, I will SAY THIS NOW: I cannot be the writer you want me to be. I am not a writing machine, and I am not perfect like how you all think. I cannot update the fanfic during my school year. And that means starting from February 20th, I will HAVE TO stop writing.

Why, you ask? Why is it that I cannot satisfy your need for a new chapter every single day? Why is it that I have to make such a good story go to waste

Well, I'm not. I'm just taking a break every now and then. Writing is my escape. Writing is a way for me to strengthen my skill with words as well as drawing and imagination. Writing is a form of walking away from reality. And unfortunately, I have to go back to reality, otherwise I will destroy my future. Understand?

Good.

For those of you who already know I'm in trouble and agree with me, feel free to ignore this. I am merely straightening the people who have been demanding me endlessly to "UPDATE SOON PLZ", to "update NOW or else I will get mad", etc. I've been getting threats through reviews, and now I am tired of it. I don't want to update in such a way anymore, precisely because it is ruining my life.

s for chapter 7, it will show up in a day or so. But expect me to not update after February 20th until June 4th, 2011 (because that will be the day when I don't have to go to school...that is, until July or August). Before that, I will try to see if I can write a chapter 8 up for that time and if I can finish my Metas. What's more, I will be preparing chapter 9 through 18 during that time when school is still going on. But don't expect me to publish or finish them unless I have time in the hectic school. Damn it all...
As for the Metas...change of plans, I guess. I will update, except for the last few that are past February 20th. Because, no matter what I can do, I cannot do anything past February 20th if there are academics.

note to readers, under the endless sky, update, unpleasant topic

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