i just wish things could be the way they used to.
i'm so sick of feeling like this all the time. it's taken too much out of me.
and i just want this semester to be OVER! ugh!
i wanna be where i was when things were great. take me back.

so, thanksgiving break came and went. it was probably the greatest ever in a while. i finally got to see my dad play hockey since i was a little girl. so that was exciting. lol then wednesday we drank at brians and had a ham, mini pre-thanksgiving. lol and THE FIRST SNOW!! thursday was good. went to uncle darrell's then to kyle's house. it was cool ( Read more... )

so this past weekend was an interesting one to say the least. kyle's 21st bday. drove home friday morning and then drove him around to different stoney's. lol. he got ridiculously shit faced, but all good times. then went to brian's where i had a lot of fun. hung out for the rest of the weekend, for him to feel better. lol drove back up here last ( Read more... )

so, i've been sick for the past week. lovely. this morning in class i almost died. starting shaking, and blacking out, and sweating, and dying. it was horrible i was scared to death. and so embarassed. the doctor didn't know what was wrong, it could have been a migraine, hypoglycemia, low blood sugar level, but no real answer. :( so that was fun! ( Read more... )

whoo! after about 2 years i've finally changed my livejournals background and shit!! it's beautiful!! :) i love it!!
sometimes change is SUCH a good thing! haha

things have been pretty great lately. (hopefully saying that won't jinx everything). last friday we all went to six flags for fright fest then went and hung out at brians. good times as always. the rest of the weekend?! yeah i don't really remember. this week has gone by too slow. monday night was claire's crush party thing. it was fun chillin w/ ( Read more... )

weekend full of drama! too many fights. but much better now. everybody went to the corn maze on saturday night. so much fun, minus us getting kicked out. but it was good times. um, sunday dad and i put together the tv thingy and then put the tv on it. yayyy. it's beautiful and our room is finally finished! we put the furniture up and everything is ( Read more... )

no matter where i am or whats going on in my life, this song is always able to just bring me to that level ground. i love it. it's so rainy and cold out. it's nice though, i get to wear warm clothes again. mike- i'm wearing the green army jacket. lol god i miss him wearing that thing. i got to wear my new goodyear shoes today. for about a half hour ( Read more... )

yay for gettin an 81% on my geography mid term!! whoo hoo! made my day very good. taking a nap now though, feeling like shit. i dont wanna get sick :( i need some lovin! peace out.

so this was a fun weekend. crazy things went down. went home for lacey's 20th bday party thing at brians. SO much fun. started drinking SOO early. and it was just insane. got ridiculously drunk , got crazy. it was so great to be partying at home again though. fun to hang out w/ everyone again! i eventually got really, really sick. passed out. woke ( Read more... )