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tesesite

I sit here

Nov 06, 2004 10:11

I sit here and kick myself in the ass. Being over here in Afganistan has given me a lot of time to think. I am a fucking Asshole. I look at all the people that used to mean so much to me a couple of years ago but i butt fucked them and now look at me!!!! Right now i can honestly say that i have two real friends...My brother Jeff, and Sara my ( Read more... )

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anonymous November 7 2004, 10:44:01 UTC

Jason... I think you are an amazing guy and an amazing friend... regardless of what has happened between us in high school... I still look at you as a friend that I can trust... everyone messes up, especially in high school. We've all made mistakes that if we were to die today, we wouldn't be happy with... but all you can do is admitt it and accept it. I'm very proud of you. Keep in touch and you're always in my prayers!

XoXo,
Aimee`

DUDE!!! misterlonely November 7 2004, 18:15:49 UTC

Hey man. You never gave me a reason to not like you... If you did, you would a known about it. So keep your chin up and your head down. Come back here safe, and leave a few hadjis for me to kill...

Re: DUDE!!! tesesite November 8 2004, 19:01:25 UTC

Fuckin right!!! You will have plenty to kill!!! I cant disclose what i have done over here but i can tell you this, if you were in my shoes youd be lovin it more than sex!!!!

anonymous November 8 2004, 13:23:50 UTC

hey, i know all this seems hard to face, when you feel like you've screwed up so bad that there's no turning back. but realize that no matter how many times you say you're sorry, you need to forgive yourself in order to feel better. easier said than done, right? well, it is. if you want to, try praying about it. ask for a little help on your part. you've done the physical work, you've said your sorries, now, maybe it's time to take it to another level. know that you do mean something to us, and your life does matter; God doesn't create crap!
~hang in there.

Hang in there, bab! anonymous November 13 2004, 15:50:39 UTC

Hey baby! Hang in there. You do, indeed, need to forgive yourself. What's in the past, is in the past, and there is nothing you can do to change it. Jason, I love you SO much! You are definintely in my thoughts and prayers! I love you, and Godspeed!
Your Loving Fiance,
Sara (Lyle)
XOXO