Hows it going? First off right off the bat i would like to say that im sorry to Missy for what has happend the last couple of days. I feel as if i have lost a good friend because of my stupidity. If we will ever be ok i dont know. but i am not going to use this entry to explain the reasons for my actions yet if you wish, Missy, I will explain ( Read more... )

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Hello all, how are you? Im doing ok i guess. I have about 2 and a half weeks until i come home. yay. but the closer i get to comming home i wonder, what am i comming home to. im so desperate to get home TO my life but i think to myself, what life? im afraid that when i get home its going to be just like it is here, boring and lonly. I understand ( Read more... )

How are all of yall? Im going crazy, insane, and farther down into my depression. I find that I am a hopeless romantic and nothing will ever make me happy. I sit here looking at my pictures on my door of my friends and family and I realize that I am nothing without them. Will I ever make any of my own accomplishments? Will I ever find true ( Read more... )

Ya well today sucked again. I found that I was depressed again. So I decided to give a couple of people a call but the only person that I could get a hold of was missy. She asked me to call back but I didn’t have enough minutes on my card. I also tried to call my parents, bonnie and lacy. Speaking of lacy, I don’t know what it is but I just ( Read more... )

not much going on here. I finally got to call people today!!! I called my familly, missy and lacy!! I talked to lacy for a while and i think everything between us is cool now and so im happy. she is planning on comming to LA and so we were talking about me comming to stay with her for a couple of days!! I CANT wait for thanksgiving. well ( Read more... )

Hey yall, how are you doing? My life sucks here in cali. there is nothing to do here and the barracks sucks ass. Im back in a squad bay and the only thing that separates me from others is a couple of wall lockers and tall dressers. No privacy!!! I just want to say that i am sorry that i havent called any of my friends. My cell phone doesnt ( Read more... )

well im in an airplane on my way to camp pendleton california to continue on some of my school. to be more exact this will be the last part of my school untill i go back to good ole New Orleans for good!! I will go home for christmas and i will graduate my school on febuary 10. Well hears an update on Lacy and i ( Read more... )

well my weekend was very interesting. the main part i want to tell you about is friday night. I went over to my friend wills house to a party his parents were throwing. I got very drunk and started making out with a girl named lacy. well i talked to a lot of people after which and i was sorry to hear what people had to say about her. i think ( Read more... )